Chapter 447 (2/2)
Before that, he went to check Li shengxia's previous affairs and found out her marriage with Mo Nianchen. He also speculated that her two children might be mo Nianchen's.
He thought that as long as she didn't want to go back to the past with Mo Nianchen, he would always have the opportunity to take her to the future.
However, just now, he understood that some things, even if he tried hard no matter how hard he tried, he would not necessarily have a harvest.
If they really love each other Is it time for him to leave?
Just, not easy to meet such a girl, let him palpitation, did not want to escape the feeling.
He always wanted to move towards her, slowly walk past, walk to her side, into her heart.
He wants to share happy things with her, and to perform flashy life with her. Life is like a dream, prosperity may be just a moment. He is the leading actor in her play, but he also knows that he is only a supporting actor outside the play.
He thought of the script of ”you are what love is like” and how she behaved in the play. He thought that it was the only time he could have her. So beautiful, he didn't want to break free
He thought of the male No. 2 in the play and Yin tuoyu, who had been chasing the girl's steps, but could not get into her heart.
That day, all his savings were gone, and she bought her a necklace, which she returned to him intact, on the ground that another boy would be unhappy.
At that time, Yin tuoyu told him that he liked her, but she took it as a joke and refused to believe it. He was sad to kiss her, the necklace broke, he came back to apologize to her, she was in a trance, pushed him away and ran.
He pedaled his bicycle desperately to chase her bus. He knocked at the door of the window, but she left only one sentence. I don't want to see you again.
In the lonely long street, he stopped running his bike, Leng in situ to see her more and more far away from himself.
He wrote a long apology, put it in her drawer and told her that he was waiting for her on the school porch, but she never showed up. When he turned back to the classroom, he saw the apology letter, which was torn apart and left in the garbage can. Like his heart, torn to pieces. With the last hope of his heart, it was blown away by the wind.
Until graduation, did not say a word with her, but in the day of graduation photos, choose to stand behind her position.
That's the closest he can get to her.
He went abroad to study. He often sent photos of his trip to her mailbox. Six months later, he finally received her first reply. He was overjoyed. After that, he always sent her a lot of small gifts across the ocean. All of them were worthless, but many, many, many. Because he wanted to buy her a lot of gifts, but he was afraid that too expensive gifts would eventually be rejected by her. It's like the broken necklace.He was so careful that sometimes he thought that he could do anything as long as he didn't lose her news, and sometimes he didn't want to just do that.
He has been careful to keep a line. Until that day, he called her all night and didn't answer. Restless, he flew to her school that day to find her.
As a result, she didn't come back all night.
When she finally came back, he learned that she had been with Cheng Jingxi.
After all, she still lost. If he thought that his appearance could change anything, now he would feel that he was the only one who could change. He finally understood that no matter how much waiting, it can only be endless waiting.
He can only simply smile and say that he just happened to pass by here and come to see her.
She would have believed it.
On that day, he was absent-minded, but forced to smile. Every word she said about her relationship with another teenager.
She did not know, her happiness, how dazzling, but he finally chose to bless.
When he saw a blood donation car on the way, he offered his blood. At the beginning, he still thought, draw out some blood that is still madly in love with, so that tuoyu will love Pinellia less, and then the new blood will no longer love her, and after a period of time, draw out some more Repeated circulation, that love her will be less and less, until one day those feelings are replaced by fresh blood, diluted into almost nonexistent, then, he can be himself again.
He said to himself, don't pay attention to the bitterness and frustration behind the smile, and ignore the shadow and sadness hidden behind the gorgeous.
In a word, she can have a gorgeous illusion with this kind of her, which is a kind of luck that is too beautiful to be asked for.
It was that day
He finally decided to give her to another person, out of her world, but that person has never come.