Chapter 458 (1/2)

——I received the first birthday present you gave me in my life. It was a box of biscuits in the shape of handcuffs. I never felt so happy. How about handcuff me for life? Thank you for your gift. This is the best gift of my life.

I have a tumor in my brain stem. The probability of success is less than 10%. The cruelest thing is, even if the operation is successful, I may die. Even if I don't have surgery, my life may be in danger at any time I just love you, why let me lose the qualification to love you?

- at the party with Ouyang, a woman named Tong Lin is making up a story with an earring. I suddenly made such a decision. I decided to give up on you. Although the heartache to death, but can't let you watch me die and painful life. Hate is easier than love to put down, you hate me, always better than you love me. In this way, even if I die one day, you will recover one day.

Xia Xia, I'm writing this message. I hope you can open it now. In this way, I can tell you, I'm sorry, Xia Xia, I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't like Tong Lin, and she's not my dream lover. You are the one who saved my life when I was a child. Even if you forget me, I will not forget you. But, I know, you won't see it. Because I know you can't see it, I send you messages every day.

- Xia Xia Xia, who said I would not hurt you, I hurt you again. Why don't you leave me quickly, so that I can die peacefully. Why do you want me to hurt you again and again, when is the end of such a day. I really want all this is a dream, wake up, we are still happy. I won't die, I don't have to play the role of hurting you, let you leave me I can hold you and say I'm sorry, I love you.

Why do you do this to me, Xia Xia? I just I just want you to leave me, why do you jump into the sea! How can you die!

- today, I found your body, beside which is the crystal bottle I sent you. There is a drop of sea water in the crystal bottle, which is our unfinished agreement. I promised you that I would take you to see all the seas in the world and fill this happy crystal bottle with seawater from all over the world. I haven't done it yet. Why do you leave me

Xia Xia, don't let me miss you, OK? Please. Losing you is more frightening and despairing than death, you know?

-- my grandfather asked me to have an operation. He invited the best oncologist in the world for me. If I died on the operating table, it would be our fate. I have a strong intuition that you must be alive, you must be alive, and I can never die. Otherwise, who else can look for you instead of me.

The operation was successful, Xia Xia. If I had known that the operation could be successful, I would never have done such a stupid thing and let you leave me. Where are you now? Your previous phone also can't get through, you seem to evaporate from the world, the sea area is so big, trying to find you is as difficult as looking for a needle in a haystack, but I will not give up looking for you.

Where are you now, Xia Xia? How are you doing? Will you worry about life? I typed some money in your card. If you have any difficulty, you can use it.

Xia Xia, why, you never use a bank card. I've searched all over the world, I've searched all over Li shengxia, but none of them is you.