Chapter 68 (2/2)
”I don't mean to stir up feelings between you and your mother, but my mother is like this.” Jun Beiting said sincerely.
For his calm words, Shen Xiaoqi's anger was also reduced by half.
”When I first came back, my mother would interfere in my life. At that time, I thought my father had just died. In order not to make her sad, I tried to listen to what she said and do it. But many times, I found that she became more and more autocratic by blindly obeying her words, and she would interfere in all my things.”
Jun Beiting told Shen Xiaoqi what had happened to him one by one, letting her know that he did not laugh at her because of her mother's attitude, or was doing something to provoke her and her mother, but told her things sincerely.
”I...” listening to what he said, Shen Xiaoqi also felt that his reaction was too strong just now. He was a little heavy on what he said, and slightly lowered his head. ”Sorry, I, I was too impulsive just now. I hope you don't take that to heart.”
”I was too anxious to think about your feelings.” Jun Beiting raised his hand and patted her on the shoulder. ”What I said just now is my personal experience, and I hope I can help you.”
In the face of his sincere words, Shen Xiaoqi thought for a moment, then raised his eyes and said to him, ”in fact, my situation is different from you, I...”
”Hmm?” Jun Beiting was waiting for her next words.
”I killed my stepfather indirectly. My mother had a good relationship with my stepfather. His death was a heavy blow to my mother. At that time, if it was not safe and young, my mother would have left with my stepfather.” Shen Xiaoqi said with a heavy heart, ”originally a happy family was all because of me.”
For these things, she even took her best friend in a simple way, but now in the face of his encouraging eyes, she can't help saying her grievances and worries in her heart for many years.
She said, he will understand.
Such an idea, she thought strongly in her heart.
Jun Beiting patted her on the shoulder and said softly, ”your stepfather, he sacrificed his life to save you. I hope you live healthy and happy. If your stepfather knows that he sacrificed his life to save you, but you live unhappy and guilty, this is the life he gave up for you.”
She was unhappy and guilty. Instead, she was sorry for the life sacrificed by her stepfather?!
This is the first time Shen Xiaoqi heard such a theory. Her first reaction was that she wanted to refute his words, but with his serious eyes, she couldn't help thinking about this sentence and whispered, ”I'm not unhappy...”
”But you are very guilty. Because of your guilt, you have no bottom line to tolerate your mother.” Jun Beiting held her shoulder with both hands, slightly bent down and looked at her face to face, and slowly asked, ”you would not listen to your mother's excessive demands before, would you?”
”...” she couldn't help thinking that the situation was really what he said before.
”Your mother wouldn't have treated you so much before!” Jun Beiting said firmly.
”My mother is different from before. Maybe it was the death of her stepfather that hit her, so she would be like this.” Shen Xiaoqi said slowly. ”In fact, as long as she gets out of the shadow of her stepfather's death, she will be fine.”