40 I AM SORRY (1/2)

Satarupa stood up from the snow covered road and grabbed Sumit's hand she then shot a glare at Ryan and walked away with Sumit.

Sumit was following Satarupa silently, after sometime she stopped suddenly.

”He was my first love” Satarupa said in a low voice. She didn't have the strength to look into his eyes and confess everything so she continued to look towards the mountains.

Sumit was not shocked at all, he knew from the first day that there was some kind of relationship between her and Ryan. He quietly squeezed her hands softly indicating her to continue.

”When I was just sixteen he proposed to me...he was my childhood sweet heart...we were so happy together he told me not to reveal his identity to anyone so I never told my friends that I was in a relationship” Satarupa sighed loudly.

”Everything was so beautiful that day but just a single phone call destroyed my every dream.... it practically destroyed me...” Satarupa choked .

Sumit who was listening to all this clenched his fists his heart was aching and when she choked he can't control himself and hugged her tightly. He patted her back softly as if ensuring her that he will not leave her.

”He called me on my eighteen birthday and...and just said three words... LET'S BREAK UP...and...and he disconnected the call...” the tears she was hiding from the whole world till now just flowed down her eyes lighting the weight on her heart .

”I was so naive that time that I rushed outside ... I tried to find him every possible location but he was no where...I was devastated Sumit... I was broken... I was destroyed” Tara clenched his shirt tightly and started crying. Sumit was also very sad, the thought that his girl had to suffer this much broke his heart.

”I am a girl with a painful past Sumit... I don't deserve someone so good like you... please leave me and find someone better.... I am sorry Sumit.... I am sorry” Satarupa hugged him more tightly and continued crying.

Sumit can't believe that the girl in his embrace was telling him to leave her just because she had a painful past...she is too naive.

”I won't...” Sumit said softly and hold her by her shoulder and made her look into his eyes. Satarupa eyes were red and her whole face was flushed due to the extreme cold weather. Sumit kissed her softly on her forehead and looked into her eyes.

”I won't leave you Satarupa... I deserve someone like you only... I deserve you”.

”You don't know the full truth Sumit” Satarupa said in a broken voice.

”I don't want to know...you are my present...and I am yours... so it really doesn't matters to me what happened to you five years ago... Satarupa I love you...the past you was also mine...the present you are also mine and the future you will be also mine... I can't think of a life without you...” Sumit confessed truthfully.

”I tried to commit suicide...for him” Satarupa said in a low voice.

Sumit whole body became stiff he can't believe his ears, he looked at her in disbelief. Satarupa knew that after knowing that she committed suicide for some other guy he would definitely leave her this was the only reason she never told him anything about it but his reaction was totally opposite of what she thought it would be. He pulled her close to him and hugged her tightly as if he was afraid of loosing her.

”Satarupa...” Sumit whispered in her ear softly.

Satarupa's whole body was shivering she can't handle this much intimacy all at a once, her heart was beating like crazy every fibre of her body was vibrating with excitement and nervousness. Sumit then pulled her out from his embrace and kissed her pale lips softly, that kiss was a assurance from his side that he love her no matter what. He then took her hand into his and whispered in her ears softly.

”I still love you”.

Satarupa was so happy today as her heart's burden was atlast lessened and he confessed to her. She jumped on him and hugged him tightly.

On the other side Tara was sitting like a rock on the sofa with no facial expressions and before her all the group was sitting and observing her expression. Kian was worried as after the fight she didn't utter a single word.

Shreya couldn't see this drama anymore so she got up from her seat and walked beside Tara and tapped her on her shoulder

”Hey Tara speak up please....hey can you hear me....hey...hey” she waved her hand in front of her.

”Ryan is the guy for whom she committed suicide five years ago...and today she fought with me for him only” Tara said with a straight face... typical Tara no expression no emotion.

Tara only opened up completely in front of Kian only, she never let her friends knew about her weak tender side because to them she was the strongest girl who can solve anything anytime.

Shreya sighed and shook her body to make her out of her trails of thoughts. Tara looked at her blankly and said.

”I am fine Shreya... I just need some time to think it's a big thing for me to digest.... I still can't forgot that night” Tara said and walked out if the room.

Kian was going to follow her but Shreya stopped him

”She needs some time to think...let her be alone...let her think...she will be alright” Shreya said and sighed.

She was always afraid of this day only when they will find out the guy but this was much more worse than what she expected.

Jaggy was silent for all this time but when she saw Tara leaving the room and Shreya stopping Kian she can't control anymore.

”I will kill Ryan...” Jaggy stormed outside the room.

Everyone ran behind her, Abhi knew that whenever she is angry she always react dangerously.