Chapter 59 There was no longer sthey” now (2/2)
But when he saw the painting, all the memories of them came back to his mind.
When did she come back?
Why she did not tell him?
Why she did not look for him?
Was their friendship meant nothing to her?
He was hurt. He would be honest and say how hurt he was, knowing that she had forgotten all about him.
Were they not starting their relationship seriously, before they were forced apart?
Unable to think more, he draped the canvas and stormed out of the room. He could no longer look at the painting without feeling hurt.
He grabbed the car key on the dining table and quickly locked the door. He should start heading toward the campus. Thinking about her was a waste of time. He should focus on his life.
Her life did not relate to him.
Not anymore.
He started the engine but instead of driving the car away, he rested his face on the steering.
He took a few deep breaths. He needed to calm down. He needed to forget.
He needed to forget about her. He needed to forget about them.
There was no longer ”they” now.
And then, his phone rang.
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”What's your answer? Will you move back with me?”
His heart pounded when she did not even say anything the moment he asked her. Was this too fast?
”We… we can get married if you are not comfortable living together without official status,” he stuttered. He knew he was begging for her agreement.
He did not care.
He just wanted to be together with her… forever.
”J…” she started but then paused. Her already opened mouth closed back. How could she answer this?
She did not want to experience the pain again when he started to be suspicious about her again. Even now, she was not sure whether her agreement for him to woo her back, for their relationship to start back was the right decision.
She was confused.
She was stuck in the middle between her own feeling and her worry.
She would not lie and say she no longer loved him. She still loved him but the wall she erected around her heart helped protect her feeling. She did not want to destroy the wall just because he said he wanted them to start again.
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She would rather be alone rather than been betrayed again.
No more.
”J…. can you… can you give me more time… please?”
His face changed. But instead of forcing her to give her agreement, he nodded slowly.
”I won't force you. But at least let me send you to your university, please?”
She nodded. That was at least she could do.