484 Am I dying? (1/2)

YuYan felt like she was controlled but before she can do anything after her body seems about to do something, her surroundings suddenly disappeared.

The bright place, the mansion and the tree in front of her were swallowed by darkness; making her feel suffocated.

YuYan's breathing started to feel heavy. She was slowly catching her breath until she can hardly breathe. She had the feeling that she is about to die.

”Why is this happening? Am I dying?” YuYan foolishly uttered while starting to feel stupid because of what she has been experiencing.

Accompanied by the feeling that she was floating in the darkness, YuYan is starting to have a headache and slowly feeling dizzy.

She held her head with both of her hands and can't help thinking that all the pain that she was experiencing is caused of being played by her own memories.

YuYan is starting to regret wanting to recover all her memories by force, especially the fact that she called her memories stupid and threatening to forget them for real.

Therefore, YuYan contemplated that after she was sucked into the huge orb of her combined childhood memories, it made her either see and experience it all over again.

What's worse is that as the memories reorganize the process of how the images are being shown is like pages and every turn is very painful and overwhelming.

Then add to the fact that even though she wanted to beg for it to stop that seems to be impossible, all she knows is that her brain seems about to explode.

Unfortunately, all she can do is to bear the pain and accept the fragments of memories organizing itself like a large jigsaw puzzle showing a bigger and complete picture.

YuYan tried to comfort herself as she also knows that the pain will not be forever and once the puzzle is complete, all her memories will be recovered.