38 Drawbacks (1/2)
She made it back to camp, set up herself for a day rest and next day prepared to test her present level of understanding along with her life skill.
She thought about drawbacks because of her previous suffering so she also prepared mentally to accept whatever it was.
She was completely familiar with the Hidden War Stage, its superior points and inferior pinpoints, its aptitude and its inadequacies as well, Motionless War Stage was beyond her present caliber that was not because she was disappointed about her present level but she doesn't want to overestimate herself, moreover the dangers related to this layer were heavy than advantages in her previous attempts and she was unwilling to take risk there were only four months left in next year Imperial Selection Competition, she could choose to explore that stage after competition.
What about Armor of Fury if she wanted to compete and combat head-on with other disciples, she had to qualify intense layers of Conflagration, Inferno and Absolute Stages.
Each layer had its uses and defenses, it would add to her privileges in any combat with any low or high-level disciple.
Her last visit to Conflagration Stage was a shock to her senses because of the destructive nature of this stage and she barely managed to suppress it with a shield of another stage which was Obsolete Stage. If she wished to touch that again she had to raise barriers before doing anything to it.
This layer possesses a strong and visible nature of destruction.
With her present experience she could expand that destruction in time of trouble and could make through but the problem was still same, she had to jump in that destruction and become alive part of that destruction means that she had to do that destruction willingly without any hesitation, with her will it would expand as much as her will could expand, the destruction of this layer would expand itself too.
Changes in her nature were must do either it would be a useless effort.
Every learner would go through such inevitable choices in the path of learning, it does not matter what kind of learning one was making though.
Though many things were the inescapable but choice we made count much.
Every personality develops few rules and laws to itself which would improve and secure its better position in the future, these are called self-restraint.