Chapter 51 (2/2)

For some reason shi+ Luo was reluctant to face Yu Sui He avoided looking at hi with the thorns of the cactus on the terrace He had nothing he wanted to talk about but tried to find so to fill the aard silence, “I…didn’t play very well today”

shi+ Luo lowered his head and said to hih Chen Huo unavoidably rate into the tea that can only be broken in gradually I already talked to Puppy After ourup, try to work on our cooperation as much as possible, then…”

shi+ Luo’s words went in Yu Sui’s left ear and out through his right Yu Sui looked at shi+ Luo and was almost certain What shi+ Luo said just then was said for hi it

That’s why he was so e about it

Yu Sui acquiesced that right now, shi+ Luo was trying to keep the peace by changing the subject Inwardly, he warned himself to accept this kindness Hepastsnorance Not tothat happened then had been his fault Bringing it up and rehashi+ng the matter was of absolutely no benefit to himself

“Then I should also practice a lot with Chen Huo” shi+ Luo was practically just talking to himself out loud “Then, I’ll try asout of sync with your three before the payoffs Of course, that’s assu we’re able to enter the playoffs, but this problem shouldn’t be that bad…”

Yu Sui watched shi+ Luo trying his best to find a graceful exit from this aard situation Inwardly, Yu Sui said to hi the peace’

“shi+ Luo” Yu Sui looked at shi+ Luo, “During that practice o, when I killed you so many tihtly, “The stubbornness of youth…what did you htly and stopped talking

“I originally…” Yu Sui paused, “I originally thought that you and Gu Gan were the same, stubborn to the point of obstinacy and would rather break than bend But you also surrendered in that first gaarette He continued to tug the thorns of the cactus After a while, he whispered “… I did that on purpose”

“At first, I wanted you to recognize that it was ed ed nize me shi+ Luo looked down at the cactus, “After all, I was the ht We were teanize me”

shi+ Luo paused and continued, “Unexpectedly, you really didn’t recognize ht?”

Yu Sui didn’t want to lie to shi+ Luo and didn’t feel inclined to explain how bad his state was at that tinize you at all”

“I realized that So I co that if I could just go two meters forward I had to ood look at who it was I wanted you to recognize me” shi+ Luo stubbornly said, “But you cutwith myself as well as with you I couldn’t understand How could you not recognize even hed at himself: “Fck, it was so unreasonable”

“But I quickly stopped being unreasonable If you couldn’t recognize nize me By the twentieth time that you killedup, letting you kill h I let you kill me a few more times” shi+ Luo raised his head and looked at Yu Sui, his black eyes looked the sao, “If I didn’t die so many times, when you find out later that Evil was actually me, it wouldn’t hurt as much”

“I did it on purpose”

“That’s how messed up I am”

“I told you about how ainstthem in their plan I did that on purpose”

“I let you kno unreliablean anchor if you didn’t let me play professionally I did that on purpose”

“I told you about how my mother abandoned me and showed me not the least bit of concern for so many years I did that on purpose too”

“You have too many friends around you You’re so powerful and too busy every day It would be the same to you whether I was in your life or not… Back then I was such an idiot and I was too inexperienced I couldn’t think of any other way to attract your attention, to get you to care about ht not work very well”

shi+ Luo looked at Yu Sui, his eyes were clearly provocative, but the redness around its rim ruined that effect “Yu Sui, did I succeed?”

shi+ Luo asked, “Did you feel distressed when you were in Germany and you found out that I was Evil?”

“I…” Yu Sui took a deep breath, his voice a little hoarse, “After I went to Germany, I only had a stomach problem once”

“It was on that day I found out your new ID”

shi+ Luo’s eyes trehtly After a while, he whispered, “Then I won, huh”

shi+ Luo cleared his throat and tried to calm himself down, “When Puppy asked me that today, I fell back onto old habits and said that I was using that ain Don’t worry, I know I’m not a child anymore Later, I’ll try my best to pay attention and not…”

“No need to change Just do as you want You haven’t done anything wrong” Yu Sui looked at shi+ Luo, “I’ve already accepted this”

“I have since two years ago”