Chapter 375 - Chapter 375: Chapter 375 Seeking Buddha_1 (1/2)

Chapter 375: Chapter 375 Seeking Buddha_1

Some memories, if not revisited for a long time, would be buried at the bottom of the heart, and I would mistakenly think that I had forgotten them.

Until this dream, which unlocked all my memories of him.

Those loving scenes, like the scenes on a movie screen, flashed through my mind, one after another.

Indeed, I’m not a fool!

I’m not only not foolish, but I’m also very smart.

When Gu Yuanzhou pursued me, I could tell he was fully committed.

That love, that affection, was utterly genuine.

It was a mutual devotion between us.

It was a complete fusion of souls.

During those ten years of love and marriage, throughout this journey, he doted on me and cherished me…

When I gave birth to our first daughter, he put aside all his work to stay by my side.

During the cesarean birth of our second child, he stood by me personally, holding my hand and encouraging me over and over again…

Yes, at every critical moment of crisis in my life, he was sure to protect me.

He showed meticulous care for me.

He even remembered my menstrual cycles clearly.

Why should I question him, why should I doubt him?

Is it because I love too deeply, that I can’t stand even a grain of sand in my eye?

At this moment, after all the scenes of affection replayed in my mind, I suddenly grew doubtful.

Is Gu Yuanzhou a figment of my imagination or just a dream?

I can’t find Gu Yuanzhou!

I can’t contact him anymore.

So, did such a person ever exist in this world?

I frantically dialed Gu Yuanzhou’s number, wanting to hear his voice; I have never wanted to hear his voice as much as I do now.

However, the only response I got from the phone was one sentence,

“Sorry, the number you have dialed is no longer in service!”

Yes, that number that once belonged to Gu Yuanzhou has been disconnected…

His voice will never be heard from that end again.

I looked up and saw the cinerary casket on the table.

At this moment, I truly understood.

He’s dead!

He has left me forever!

He’s gone, never to return again.

Then, sorrow and despair overwhelmed me like the icy waters of the deep sea engulfing me, making me unable to breathe, I wanted so much to die.

I hugged myself, squatting in a corner, crying until my heart broke.

I remained alone on the cold floor for a long time.

The front door was slightly ajar, and a silhouette walked in against the moonlight; coming to my senses, I immediately scrambled up, “Gu Yuanzhou!!”

“Ah!”

A long sigh.

Only when he came closer did I recognize him.

It wasn’t Gu Yuanzhou, but Shen Yishu.

He helped me to sit on the sofa.

He touched my forehead with his hand, then went to the bathroom to get a hot towel, “Wipe your face!”

Before I could speak, he said,

“I’m not here to persuade you. I just happened to be passing by and thought I’d check on you. You don’t have to rush me away; I’ll leave on my own in a while.”

“Oh!”

I indeed hadn’t rushed him.

I now lack the strength to push anyone away.

After that, Shen Yishu stopped trying to convince me of anything when he came over; he just silently stayed by my side.

Sometimes he would order me some takeout, bringing me something to eat.

And so, I spent several days in a daze.