Chapter 170 - No recollection of you. [ UNEDITED] (1/2)

Zhao Ming sat still in his embrace. His head was in the nape of her neck and his both hands were tightly wrapped around her.

Zhao Ming don't know where to place her hands and as her breathing became heavy, he could feel her breath on his neck.

He tightly hugged and said with a heavy voice, ” I am so glad that you're fine. If you hadn't woken up then I don't know what would have happen to me.”

” I couldn't imagine my life without you.” he said with a hoarse voice.

Zhao Ming can feel that he was sincere about what he said and was not faking it.

' But if really valued Zhao Ming this much, then why did he behaved that way to her? Why didn't he protected her from the start?'

She felt uncomfortable hearing his sudden confession. Many questions raised in her heart.

She don't know on whom to trust or whom to not. This place was really complicated and without Zhao Ming's memories, everything became so messed up.

She was itching to counter question him.

He frowned when she didn't said anything.

He continued as she didn't said anything, ” Zhao Ming, do you hate me for not protecting you before? Do you not love me anymore?” he asked her with a heavy voice.

Though he was not prepared to hear her answer but some part of him wanted to know her feelings.

Because the day she woke up, her behavior towards him took a 360 degree turn. Though he knew that she lost her most of her memories, but she had partial memory of her past.

So does she forgot the love for him or she doesn't love him any more? He was confused because sometimes she takes initiative herself and the next moment she becomes angry because of it.

He wanted to know her true feelings for him.

It's not that if she doesn't love him anymore, he would give up on her.

If she doesn't love him anymore, then he will make her love him again. This time it will be him making his way to her.

He waited for her answer.

...

When Zhao Ming heard his words she was caught in a edgy situation.

Because she was not Zhao Ming, she was Xie Ming who came from the another world.

She still don't know the reason, why she came into this world, in Zhao Ming's body?

How could she answer him that she loves him or not when she doesn't even know him properly?

If she said she doesn't love him, she don't know what will be the consequences of her straightforward answer.

And if she said that she loves him, then what if he becomes cozy with her and want to spend the night with her?

She was stuck in a sticky position.

' This question is more difficult than  all the questions I have answered in my whole life while writing papers.'

She took a deep breath and finally said, ” I don't know. I.. Don't have much memories to say that I love you or not. I really don't know anything. It's so confusing.” she said honestly.

” I don't know who to believe and or not. If I say that I love you, then it will be wrong. Because truthfully speaking, I don't have much recollection of you. I may have loved you in past, but now I don't remember anything. ”

She decided to say everything truthfully. Though she omitted the part where she, came from the another world in the body of Zhao Ming.

...

Ji Cheng was caught off guard with her straightforward answer. Though he had expected something like this, but she doesn't have any recollection of him, hurts him.

' How could she forgot everything about me?'

But at least, it means he has still have some hope.

She didn't rejected him completely, it just she doesn't remember anything.