Chapter 252 - Just.. Give me one last chance to make up to you. (2/2)
Many things were going in her mind as she stood there frozen with her back facing Ji Cheng. She facepalmed herself to cool down her burning face which has become red from embarrassment.
She was flustered because of her actions and her heart was beating crazily making it difficult for her to breathe. She was also worried that she cannot continue this thing.
If she mistakenly developed feelings for Ji Cheng than it would be very hard for her when she returns to her world. Because they do not live in different countries so that they can travel a long distance just to see each other.
It's about a different world and timeline. She is a girl from the 21st century while this world exists hundreds of years ago. There is no way she could come and go casually on her will.
She still needs to find the reason for her being here and needs to return to her world. This world is not as simple as it looks.
Everything and everyone here is so luxurious on the surface but their hearts were filled with jealousy, hatred, and pretense. She hates this kind of attitude of people and the most annoying thing is, she cannot behave like herself.
She had to be polite to them, needs to pretend to respect them that she can't do. She could not be polite and respectful to those people who have a black heart but the golden image on the surface.
Xie Ming does not pretend to be the person that she isn't. She speaks her mind and does not care what other people think of her.
This habit of her led to many fights and that is why she got the title of, ” arrogant bi*ch” in her world. However, she believes that speaking on the face is better than bi*ching behind someone's back.
But in this world, she has to hide her true bi*chy personality and had to behave more rationally and speak in rounds. She cannot say her words directly but had to sugar coat her words many times so that she won't make loads of enemies.
However, her sugar-coated sarcastic words were enough to make people against her. She doesn't care what people think about her as long as they don't think to kill her.
She doesn't want to die in this world as well. It would be very pitiful if she dies in this world as well.
She was standing in the same place while taking deep breaths and thinking of many things and possibilities if she went back to her world.
Ji Cheng who was shocked seeing the unexpected behavior of Zhao Ming sat on the bed and saw her standing in the same place for a while.
He has no idea why she suddenly stood up when she was the one who kissed him. She was the one who ignited the fire inside him and left him half burned.
He looked at her back and could see her facepalming herself and her cherry red earlobes were visible from behind and he could assume that she was being shy and embarrassed.
His lips curled upwards as a smile plastered on his face. He lightly touched his neck, where she kissed him with her soft peachy lips.
He could still feel the softness that he felt at that moment. It was soft and moist which made his whole body shudder on her touch.
He didn't say anything and just saw her from behind and her silly actions. She just stood there for a long time while thinking about something and making different hand gestures. He chuckled lightly seeing her silly behavior.
'Since when she became so adorable and silly? '
Seeing her like this, it feels like that he was looking at the 10-year-old Zhao Ming whom he had seen her for the first time.
Her bright smiling eyes which make him feel the warmth in this cold Palace. She was little and was trying to catch the colorful butterflies in the garden with her little hands when he saw her for the first time.
It's been so long since he had seen her behaving so openly without any restraints.
' Zhao Ming, I will protect you this time. I promise I won't let you this time. Just.. Give me one last chance to make up to you and save our relationship.' his eyes dimmed when he remembered all the past events and the pain that she has suffered.
There is no way he can rewind the time and fix all the things and mistakes that he had done in the past. What he can do now is to not let her down again.
He wants to fix his mistakes and wants to give the love and care that she deserves.