Chapter 30 - Trying to Commit Suicide (1/2)

Translator: Jacquelin

Fu Sinian kissed her violently and aggressively. Xu Zijin was stunned, but soon she came back to herself and tried hard to push him away. She felt a wave of panic and wanted to run away.

However, Fu Sinian had no intention of letting her go. The beast of desire hidden deep in his body slowly woke up and thirsted for her sweetness.

The jealousy, which had been suppressed in the bottom of his heart for such a long time, surged forth in this moment. He lost control of his emotions and bit her lips rudely. Blood immediately started to ooze out.

He could perceive the metallic taste of blood, but refused to let her go. He planted his lips tightly on hers and slid his tongue into her mouth. He felt the anger growing, bubbling up inside him. At this moment, he had a strong desire to destroy Xu Zijin and even himself.

A strong fear surged up within her. Xu Zijin couldn’t help but tremble all over and began to struggle even harder.

“No… Chen… Don’t do that…”

‘Chen! All she cares about is Fu Chen…’

Her words provoked him again. The flames of envy were raging and eating up his senses.

He pushed her down on the sofa, pressed his body against hers and brutally tore at her nightdress.

Soon her nightdress was ripped to shreds, revealing her white, ample bosom. Xu Zijin felt a chill creep over her chest, but the next second, he planted his warm lips on her naked chest and warmed her up.

He held her closer with one arm and felt for her body with his free hand. Then, his fingers moved down and caressed the delicate, warm, secret skin of her hips…

The horrifying memories of almost being raped in that remote village suddenly rushed into her mind. Xu Zijin lost control of herself and burst into tears.

Fu Sinian stopped, as the violence of his anger was cut off by her tears.

He slowly calmed down and looked down at the woman beneath him. Xu Zijin was weeping in grief and fear, looking pitiable. It felt like a basin of cold water had poured on his head, cooling down his raging jealousy.

The regret started devouring his heart. He wanted to treat her well, but now he made her cry. He didn’t mean to hurt her, but he always caused her excruciating misery.

Fu Sinian reached out and wanted to wipe the tears off her face. However, before his fingertips could touch her face, she shrank back in fear, her eyes full of panic and distrust.

Fu Sinian clenched his fist and apologized, “I’m sorry.”