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eh?

Outside my view, I can feel that nee-san’s expression froze

Perhaps, the words that I said, was really outside her expectation

Or maybe, it was the words that she doesn’t want to heard the most

Most likely,it was both of them

But no matter what nee-san will said, I didn't have any intention to change my mind

My own feelings that I mustn't know, I already know it

I'm sure, the me after this, wouldn't be able to treat nee-san just like what I will normally anymore

yes, I can't

why, it’s because even theto even touch nee-san

The tiolden hair, splashs of blood flashed into my mind

The time when I tried to touch her tender hands, I reh the meat of monster

Me in this condition, there was no way for us to be together

My soul will be eaten by the strong smell of 『death』, and finally I will crumble

If I become like that, I am sure she also wouldn't be able to keep her sanity anymore

that's why that's why, it's better for us to separated

right noe still able to regain ourselves

Before the both of us, tied with the layers of chain that tied us together even stronger than now, before we depended on each other

whawhat , arewhat are, you saying?

I'm sorry, nee-san

I return your good ith evil, I'm sorry

However, this is the only way

Unless we take this road, I can't do it

The pain in my body won't soften

The pain that felt like gnawing into one but, the dull pain that felt likea cloth made from nails, coiled around my body

perhaps this was because of the guilt of not returning her goodwill, or rief because I have to leave nee-san’s side

The feeling inside me was in chaos and overflowed, even I myself cannot understand it anymore

just one, the thing that I understood

If I kept on dragging on and stayed at this place, I will end up not leaving nee-san

Being beside her, was indeed smeared with blood

However, at the same time, it was so pleasant that I felt I could drown in it

Youare joking right ? right, hina?

With unsteady movement, I rose from the bed and moved closer towards nee-san

And then as if she clinging onto me, she looked up to me with eyes that even now looked like they were about to cry

Don't forsaken me

Don't leave me alone

Even without any words, that feeling got transmitted that it felt painful

However,but even so am I

I averted my eyes from her swayed scarlet pupil

I went passed beside her, and started to walked towards the door

A terrific anger thatme up from behind

I also felt this when I was attacked by a low-class demon

No it was er, and sadness that came from the deep of her core

Even a the emotion that caative factor of 『Anger』and『Sorrow』

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