Chapter 417 (1/2)
The beaches in late autumn are much more lonely than those in summer, and the sea breeze is much more humid and fishy and salty. At the moment, the sky seems to be shrouded in a layer of sadness that can't be dissipated, low, haze, thick and depressed.
In the distance, there was a vast expanse of white. The sea and the sky are one. It's hard to tell whether it's water or sky.
Xiao Mo stands on the beach with Shuqing in his hand, looking at the distance without saying a word, chasing the surging sea water one after another. Wearing black streamlined sunglasses, he is blocked by his glasses from the deep loneliness and sadness at the bottom of his eyes. He held Shu Qing's hand tightly, but he couldn't help shaking all over his body.
”... Daddy!!” Xiao Mo's little hand hurts. Shu Qing looks up at Xiao mo.
Hearing Shuqing's low voice of pain, Xiao Mo realized his behavior. Hurriedly squatted down, hugged Shuqing's shoulder and apologized: ”Shuqing, I'm sorry, daddy didn't mean it!”
”It's all right! Anyway, Shuqing doesn't hurt!” Shuqing knows that Xiao Mo has been in a bad mood recently, so... She raises a bright smile at him.
Xiao Mo looks straight at Shu Qing's smiling face. Her deep dimples, big eyes, small and upright nose really look like Gu Qing. He couldn't help shaking the past scenes of him and Gu Qing in front of him. Under the black sunglasses, his eyes suddenly turned red with deep tingling.
”Daddy, what's the matter with you?” Shuqing thinks Xiao Mo's expression is strange. She reaches out her hand to take off Xiao Mo's sunglasses and looks at Xiao Mo's red eyes. Her small eyebrows wrinkle, like a little adult, and solemnly teaches him, ”Daddy, we always tell us that both adults and children can't cry casually, otherwise Aunt Tiger will catch them when they sleep at night!”
Shuqing holds Xiao Mo's face and goes to kiss Xiao Mo's forehead with her red lips.
Xiao Mo closes his eyes, feels Shuqing's soft lips peck him gently on his forehead, and then disappears.
He opened his eyes, looked at Shuqing and couldn't help grinning: ”my baby, it seems that he has grown up and knows how to care about his father!”
”Of course. I'm daddy's baby and daddy's little cotton padded jacket!” Shuqing said seriously.
After hearing this, Xiao Mo smiled more happily. He hugged Shuqing tightly, but the smile at the corners of his mouth faded a little, and the more he smiled, the more bitter he was.
This lovely daughter is the only ”thing” Gu Qing left him. If those things hadn't happened in those years, he didn't insist on surgery at the beginning, maybe now... She can also feel her daughter's considerate and sensible.
However, she... Will never feel it again.
At first, she told him again and again that she wanted to have a lovely daughter.
However... When she had it, she was gone.
And he caused all this.
”Daddy, what are we doing here? The flowers are so beautiful!” Shuqing holds Xiao Mo's neck and looks at a bunch of purple flowers he put on the sofa.
Xiao Mo regained his consciousness, loosened Shuqing, picked up the big bunch of flowers, and then walked to the shore. The white waves hit his black shoes one after another, soaking his shoes a little bit.
”Shuqing, come here!!” Xiao Mo whispered.
Shuqing ran over, took his hand and looked at him curiously. She didn't understand what her father told her to do.
Xiao Mo took apart the purple tulips in his arms and walked a few steps forward. The sea overflowed his shoes and wet his trouser legs.
”We send flowers to Mommy!” whispered Xiao Mo, with a gentle smile on his mouth. He squatted down, slowly put tulips into the sea, and watched them disperse, rush away, rush away.