C249 Please let me go (1/2)
”Huangfu Yunli, I am gradually losing my confidence. I thought I could stop caring about those lost memories, I thought I could slowly get to know you through the days after my marriage, but I discovered that I was truly laughable! ”You don't want me to get to know you well at all, I can't see what your heart is thinking at all, I can't walk into your heart at all, you'd rather get drunk, you'd rather sit in the study room for the night than let me know what's bothering you.”
From Song Dai'er's crying, Huangfu Yun immediately understood. Song Dai'er was indeed unhappy because he had been cold to her recently, but he had no intention of doing so. He knocked on the door again and shouted, ”Dell, open the door and let me explain …”
”Don't explain, I've had enough. Huangfu Yunchao, I've had enough, I beg you to let me go, I'm not willing to become a little bird you're imprisoned in. When you're free, or maybe you're in a good mood, come and tease me a few times. You don't really love me at all …” Song Dell cried out like she was going to collapse. She really couldn't stand the feeling in her heart that made her feel like she was suffocating even in her sleep.
Huangfu Yun's clenched fists trembled slightly. His heart was torn into many pieces by Song Dai'er's words, and he trembled as he said word by word while grinding his teeth, ”Song Dai'er, tell me, I don't love you. Let me let you go, can I ask you, do you love me?”
”I don't know... ”I only know how naive I was. How naive I thought I could occupy my place in the heart of a man like you. But now, I suddenly realized how childish I am …” With a single sentence, Song Dell rejected her heart-wrenching love for Huangfu Yunyin. Since the beginning of the NanGong Family's waltz, her face had turned red. She had told her that her love had fallen on this man, but wasn't it too late to reject it now?
After taking in a deep breath, he fiercely pushed with both hands. Not caring about the door behind him anymore, with Song Dell pressing on it, forcefully and powerfully pushed open this door that could still be considered weak to him.
Song Dai'er did not expect Huangfu Yunyin to suddenly recklessly force the door open and enter. When Huangfu Yunyin unyieldingly appeared in front of her, within her blurry vision, a man appeared.
She loved him, but she didn't know how to love him. Maybe it was the right time to let go.
Huangfu Yun appeared before Song Dai'er. He looked with disbelief at the woman in front of him, whose hair was in disarray and whose face was covered in tears. This was his cute Dai'er.
”Why doubt my love for you?” Huangfu Yun squatted in front of Song Dai'er, his tone softening for a moment.
Song Dell stubbornly turned her head, unwilling to meet Huangfu Yun's gaze, because she did not want to wallow in it anymore.
Huangfu Yunyin stubbornly grabbed onto Song Dai'er's hand and held it in front of his heart as he said in a low voice, ”Dai'er, do you feel a heartbeat? I can tell you that my heart is only beating because of you, don't doubt the love I have for you.”
”Let go …” Song Dai'er hoarsely glared at Huangfu Yun, and desperately tried to struggle free from his wrist, because that powerful heartbeat was really unbearable for her.
”I'm not letting go!” Huangfu Yun suddenly borrowed the force of the force to pull Song Dai'er into his embrace, tightly pressing her onto his chest. His hands lovingly stroked her messy hair.
”What are you doing, let go of me!” Song Dell struggled as she was held tightly in the arms of this damnable man, but that damnable tear fell to the ground.
”Listen to me. Recently, I have been ignoring you because I deserve to die. It's not that I don't want to tell you about some things, but I just want you to be my wife without any worries. That's enough!” Why do you have to misunderstand me! ” Huangfu Yun explained, because he felt that if he didn't, he really wouldn't be able to get Dai Er's forgiveness.
”Dell, there are some things that I can't explain to you right now. You'll understand in the future, and it's my trouble again!” Huangfu Yuyin saw that Song Dai'er was so against him, and he became even more anxious.
”Don't explain, I don't want to hear it!” Song Dell screamed painfully as she covered her own ears. She was his wife, and she had the right to know about his troubles. And in his embrace, when she once again smelled the fragrance that seemed to have caught her breath, all the blood in her body immediately froze.
”Do you have any other woman? Is there another woman in your heart? ” Song Dai'er suddenly yelled out like a madman. She was about to be driven mad by this damnable man.
When he heard Song Dai'er's words, Huangfu Yun shuddered, but he forcefully suppressed the fear in his heart. When he looked at Song Dai'er's pale face, a shiver suddenly ran down his spine. But how could Dell know?
”How many women are you going to give your love to?” Song Dell said in pain.
”I only love you, Dell, believe me …” Huangfu Yun suddenly grabbed Song Dai'er's arm.
”Let go, bastard …” No matter what, Song Dai'er could not break free from this man, and could only constantly smash towards Huangfu Yun's chest.
Tears welled up in his eyes.
”Song Dell, listen, no matter what you hear or see, don't believe it! As long as you believe that I, Huangfu Yunyin, only love you, and that I, Huangfu Yunyin, only love you in the world! ” Letting go of Song Dai'er, Huangfu Yun said as he held Song Dai'er to his chest. Right now, this was the only explanation he could give her.