Chapter 378 (1/2)
With a heavy heart, he read on word by word with expectation.
My son Jin Shaoqin Qi:
When you see this letter, my mother may not be in the world any more. My body, I know for myself, can support you to be born, is already the limit.
Mother can't see you grow up with her own eyes. It's a pity for her all her life. But it's OK. I'll take the first step when you're not sensible, and you won't be too sad, so that you won't feel sad in the future.
Shao'er, the palace has never been a good place. How many people have been buried here all their lives. Mother can't escape this fate.
I don't know how old you are when you read this letter... When you are a mother for the first time, there are always a lot of things you want to say to you, but it's too late, otherwise you won't be so confused.
Mother hesitated for a long time in this letter. At last, she wanted to say something to let you be careful, though I don't know if it will be too late.
Your father is a very arrogant and selfish person. He has lived in his ambition all his life. He has love and hate for me. I am too outstanding. He will feel inferior. If I am ordinary, he will dislike me. Therefore, he is very contradictory. He married a dancer who will listen to him and coax him, that is, the imperial concubine now.
Mother has no feelings for your father, and it's helpless to marry him, so I don't care who he marries or spoils. However, this imperial concubine is not simple, shao'er, you must be careful of her.
It's not terrible that a woman has means and ambition. What's terrible is that her ambition is based on the destruction of this country!
When your father began to be infatuated with her, I found something wrong. It seems that your father was under the control of drugs, and his body and expression were not right. My mother took care to send someone to check. There are some hidden things in the Royal concubine's room.
Unfortunately, she is too clever. The same trick can only be used once. I never get close to her room again.
However, the previous discovery is enough for me to find her flaws. She is not our Anshun person. She seems to have a lot of connections with Guifeng clan