Chapter 1018 (1/2)
”Where did you go when you were not in the night city for more than a month? Are you with Sheng Qianyu? ”
Before the moment of emotion out of control, seems to be gradually controlled by reason, now Song Xi again open mouth, voice has returned to stable.
George Sheng wanted to admit that he didn't want to hurt her. If we could have expected at that time, he would never have done anything to hurt her at all. But now... He had to say frankly, ”Sheng's family called me and said that she had a car accident in England.”
Song xichui's hands on his side instinctively clench into a fist, but Rao is like this, tears still fall from his eyes.
Georges Sheng was so distressed that his eyelashes trembled, but this time he could quickly explain: ”I went to see her simply because she had a car accident. I didn't touch her and I didn't do anything sorry for you. I always tried to find a chance to make it clear to her that I had you in my heart at that time and would not wait for her any more. She was seriously injured and was in a coma for most of the day, I didn't speak, but she must have guessed what I was trying to say
”I'm sorry, Xi'er. I know that no matter how I explain it, what I did wrong at the beginning is that I did wrong. I didn't think we would be together. I didn't worry about your feelings in the early years. Now everything is my own fault. If you're not happy, just say it, quarrel or quarrel. Don't feel uncomfortable in your heart.”
He would go mad to see her suffer.
But how can Song Xi not suffer? She thought that if she was pregnant for three years, her memory would become bad, but now she clearly remembers the time when Georges Sheng left the night city. When she met Yuanbao and asked about Georges Sheng, Yuanbao said that he was not in the night city because of something, and her eyes flashed away.
It turned out that Yuanbao had known that Georges Sheng had gone to England to see Sheng Qianyu. What did Yuanbao think of her at that time? Do you think she's a little silly or pathetic?
A myriad of thoughts, mood can not be described with a simple sad, overwhelming darkness swept by, pressure her breathless, even tears are painful appearance.
George Sheng was afraid that she would collapse and faint in the next second. He hugged her and held her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would leave or disappear. He kept saying sorry in her ear. Song Xi thought that she was dying.
Really, she was never so sad that she wanted to really die, because under normal circumstances, negative emotions were just one kind of emotions. But she was sick, and her sensitive nerves were vulnerable. She suffered a lot when she was a little loaded. What's more, Sheng Qianyu chose her weakest place and stabbed two knives. She wanted to pull them out, but... She wanted to die happily.
The idea of death scares Song Xi, but she can't help herself. She doesn't know that she's pulling George Sheng's clothes in the chaos. She wants to get close and push them away. This state hurts George Sheng completely. He can't really feel the pain. He just hopes that Song Xi will never know and never feel sad because of him.
He held her, for the first time in his life, at a loss. What should he do? Take her to see a doctor, or watch her quietly
For Song Xi, the short time is also long and painful. Her mood is like a monster. She can't control it completely. Just at the edge of her collapse, there is a knock outside the door. Qiao Aiwen says, ”brother, sister-in-law? Qiao Qiao and Bo Jing are crying. Are they hungry? ”
The door of the hotel was soundproof. Qiao Aiwen raised her voice, but Song Xi heard the cry of two babies.
Song Xi is a mother for the first time. She is not sure whether there is telepathy between her mother and her child. But at this moment, the monster in her body seems to be hypnotized by crying. She calms down strangely. She even takes the initiative to dry the tears on her face, reorganizes her emotions as quickly as possible, and then walks towards the door.
When the door opened, Ling Yue and Qiao Aiwen stood at the door, each holding a baby, crying one after another.
Song Xi doesn't care whether she is embarrassed or not in other people's eyes at the moment. She just feels sad with naked eyes. First, she holds Qiao Qiao in Qiao Aiwen's arms nearby, and then she goes to hold the silk capital in Ling Yue's arms.
Ling Yue and Qiao Aiwen are worried, but they can't say anything. Georges Sheng comes from inside and wants to help Song Xi share something. She turns around and walks inside without any trace holding her two babies. Qiao Aiwen sees this and asks in a low voice, ”brother, what's wrong with my sister-in-law?”