Chapter 195 (1/2)
”No! Chunan, I beg you not to say that, OK? ” Murphy crouched down, grabbed my wrist, and his eyes filled with tears. ”I know I'm wrong. I shouldn't cheat you, but, Chunan, I really regard you as my friend, the only one. Do you believe me?”
”Have you believed me?” I coldly opened Murphy's hand, ”since you think I'm a friend, why do you cheat me?”
”I didn't cheat you!” Murphy cried, ”no, I never cheated you!”
Murphy is not stupid, but she pretends to be stupid with me! I laughed, and it's worse than crying, ”no? The good one didn't, aren't you still lying to me? ”
I got up angrily and went to Murphy's desk. Murphy was stunned and hurried to catch up with me. He exclaimed, ”no!”
Murphy sprang to the table, but it was still a slow step. I picked up the small photo frame that was placed on the table, shook the only photo of her and her father, and snapped, ”Why are you nervous? Why don't you want me to see this picture? ”
Murphy sat on the ground feebly, crying and sobbing, ”no, it's not what you think, Chunan, it's not what you think”
Why do you have to be tough? I know I'm hopeless. I know it's irreparable. Why do you force me to expose your scar? I can't forgive Murphy, who denied my existence, but I felt sorry for her like a bitch, so I didn't want to destroy her dignity, but Murphy's ignorance made my heart betray my brain honestly, I lost my reason, and I laughed wildly, ”no? Not what? Murphy, do you want to say you didn't use me as your father's double? ”
Murphy suddenly hugged my thigh, with a beautiful face full of pear blossom and rain, cried, ”no, I really don't!” However, how can the shame of her face hide?
”If you just cheat me, I can forgive you, because we are friends! But when I know that I am only a substitute in your eyes, can you imagine my mood at that time? I feel like a doll you made up, a character you can play with! In order to satisfy your illusory imagination and to satisfy your escape from reality, you have wiped out the existence of this man, Chu Nan! In your eyes, only your father's shadow, in your heart, has there ever been my existence? In that case, how could you have made me a friend? ”
I broke away from Murphy's embrace and shook my head powerlessly. ”Enough, really enough, it doesn't matter that you lied to me and played me. I won't continue to play this boring game of family crossing with you. You should accept the reality and live bravely, and I will also face the reality honestly. Murphy, we've never been friends and won't be friends.”
”No! I don't want it! ' Murphy begged madly, ”we are friends, Chunan! I know I shouldn't have lied to you, but I really haven't denied your existence. I beg you, you can beat me and scold me, but don't say such kind of cruel words to me, OK? ”
”How can we say that love never existed?” I smiled bitterly and watched Murphy's sad face, which was covered with water marks. I couldn't suppress my sadness any more. I couldn't help but say, ”Murphy, who is the most desperate, who is the most injured? Don't be coquettish any more, because I've never been as tolerant as you think. Don't let your tears drop on my wound, OK? ”
Murphy froze, trying to catch my hand again.
”Murphy, whom I once knew, is a strong woman. Even if there is a mother who loves making trouble but doesn't know how to love her, even if it is a person who can hold up his head like a noble swan in the face of infighting in the company and intriguing in the market. I hope that these things I see with my own eyes are not what she deceives me,” I said in this paragraph After a good secret love said goodbye, no nostalgia, ”you have nothing to lose, because I have never been your friend, so you have no reason to shed tears to leave.”
When I pulled Xiao Yike out of the room, Wu Xueqing, who was posted outside the door to eavesdrop, almost fell in. She should hear our conversation clearly, so she didn't know what to say to me, ”Chunan”