Chapter 493 (1/2)

If Ziyuan really knew resentment, she would have become a cynic long ago when she was bullied by others and judged by people with colorful glasses.

”I won't tell you the reason. Don't ask again,” said Ziyuan youyou. ”It's reasonable for Yuanyuan to hate me. I can understand her mood. Don't scold her again when you go back. Xiaonan, remember that Yuanyuan is the one who cares about you the most in the world. You should love her and cherish her.”

”I know you don't blame her?”

I didn't hear the answer I wanted to hear. ”I don't know”

just like Ziyuan said that she understood Chuyuan's mood, I seem to understand Ziyuan's mood. After all, because of Chuyuan's fault, we stagnated for five years and suffered for five years My eyes, ”five years ago, if you could write back to me, what's your answer?”

I closed my eyes, and a moment later, I said what I thought was the right answer: ”I won't tell you. If you really want to know, just exchange all your secrets with me.”

The ponder on my face and the cunning answer are just to cover up my helplessness. Of course, asters will not tell me all her secrets, so I don't need to answer the question that will hurt her in any case.

”You will say that” Ziyuan didn't feel surprised, but she did something that surprised me - suddenly she leaned over and kissed me on the lips.

I was stupefied. I was just about to ask her what she was doing. The purple garden had pressed my lips with her index finger. Her little face was bright red. The confusion in her eyes was so intoxicating. I heard her gently say, ”Xiaonan, you are so gentle. At least you have harmed two people. One is me, the other is fate. You are so hateful!” After that, I pushed the door open and ran down. I didn't know when the car stopped.

Hateful tenderness? Better than naked injury?

Five years ago, the question in the letter written by asters that left me at a loss for a long time still remains in my mind. Will you come to America to pick me up and be your bride?

Naive, but also serious - this is the real asters.

For the vision of the future, girls are always full of fairy tale like psychedelic color, but for me, it's such a reality. For a student just graduated from high school, America is too far away. For a virgin who knows nothing about love, marriage is too far away.

Although vague, hazy, but in the concept of ”bride”, there has been the word ”responsibility”. Can I take the responsibility of taking care of the whole life of Ziyuan? At that time, I was worried about it.

Till now, I should pretend to be a villain and say that I have never liked you? What is the expression of courage and the waiting of five years? To be honest, admit that I wanted to give her a promise? What about the fringe? My lust for asters will only hurt two women in the end. Moreover, I am not confident in dealing with my feelings, otherwise I will not get tangled with Murphy.

Life always plays some funny jokes with us. Let's realize some unreasonable truth in it later. If love is not perfect, leave a hazy sweet memory as a memory. Maybe it's not a bad thing. At least, I remember her 'innocence', she remembers my 'gentle' nonsense, but it's hard to laugh in bitterness, paralyzing the heart The driver's master looked at the back of Ziyuan, which was running far away, and suddenly two words came out.

I reluctantly raised the corner of my mouth and asked, ”what's the sadness?”

”I don't know,” the driver looked at me in the rearview mirror and said, ”man, your face is also sad.”

I touched my stiff face and asked with a smile, ”really?”

The elder brother of Beitian city is famous for being able to speak with a philosopher's taste: ”what you see from her face, she sees from your face, and the onlookers can see clearly. I see the faces of the two of you who deceive themselves. Don't blame me for being talkative. I can't help saying two words. I don't know what happened between you, but I probably understand a little bit. No Is it between a man and a woman? Why are you so desperate? What's wrong with that girl? If you don't like others, you will refuse if you refuse. However, you have to cut a knife if you want to, which is not a pity? Now these days, the sea of amorous men and women has gone. It's not a sin. It's really not a sin. It's a big deal. Don't let your fate know if it's ok? ”

Where are you?! I can't cry or laugh. The driver's eldest brother can talk too much. However, his words ”heartless” hurt me. Is it really like the words of Ziyuan, my tenderness is just cruel?

Back home, I saw tassel, winter night and dongfanglian people sitting quietly in the living room. The table has been cleaned up. The three people's mood was obviously affected. They all had a poker face.

I smiled and asked, ”what's the matter? What are you doing with a straight face? Have you eaten yet? ”