Chapter 682 (2/2)
Peiyi is different from her. He is also a variable in Feng Nan's life. She envies him and likes his recklessness. He does what he can't do, and lives his own way.”Don't go. What can I say to him? You don't know each other. ” Peiyi usually talks back to his father, but he can't even say a coherent sentence:
”you don't want to get married so early. You don't mean you want to live in the castle? The one with creeper on the roof, with windows, tables and books, you are in it, like a little princess? ”
He was very flustered in his heart, and the uneasiness in his eyes would turn into water and overflow.
Feng Nan took a handkerchief to wipe his eyes. Listening to what he said, she couldn't help smiling. Her lips were smeared with lipstick, which set off the white teeth. It was so beautiful that he blushed.
What she said when she was young, she didn't remember it very much. Maybe it was just a beautiful dream that she had when she was a girl.
But the more you grow up, the more you find that no one will hold another person in the palm of your hand and pet her into a princess.
She looked at Pei Yi's eyebrows and eyes, and saw his panic. She was used to letting his emotions take whatever he wanted. Seeing him sad, she guessed that he was afraid of his future marriage and ignored him. So she comforted him:
”Yi, don't worry.” She said gently:
”even a husband and wife are not necessarily close.” She has seen the scenes when her parents get along with each other. Most of such marriages are married, and their feelings are quite indifferent after marriage.
”We grew up together. In my heart, you are like my brother. Even if I get married, I will not ignore you.”
She knew that he was possessive and refused to share anything he loved when he was a child. She wanted to reassure him by saying this, but she stabbed Peiyi's pain in the heart.
He was nearly five years younger than her, which was like a huge gap that was hard to cross.
In her heart, I'm afraid she didn't even think about the possibility that the other half would be like him in the future.
This idea happened to be the most frightening thought in Pei Yi's heart. He immediately became more flustered. He did not allow Feng nan to meet Zhao Junhan. They broke up in discord. He went to France alone. When he came back, she had already followed the arrangement of the Feng family and was engaged to Zhao Junhan.
The night he knew the news, he was so drunk that he remembered Feng Nan more than ever.
He couldn't let go, so he chose to fight.
In the past, in Feng Nan's mind, he was too young and childish. His grandfather said that he could not make Feng Nan face him as a man.
He followed his grandfather's advice, graduated early and entered the military academy to study. His grandfather promised that he would take good care of Feng Nan for him and not allow Zhao Junhan, a villain, to enter.
In order to make contributions, he actively participated in the task of investigating a case of transnational drug trafficking involving children. However, his identity was exposed due to the mistake of his comrade in arms named Chen.
When Pei Jinhuai came to London, he was speechless.
His eyes are still looking at the distance, as if waiting for a miracle.
”Feng Nan is coming. Your grandfather has informed her.” Pei Jinhuai holds a mobile phone. In the mobile phone video, Pei Laozi tries to calm down, but his voice is shaking.
He has always been strong, but because of the accident of his grandson, the whole person can hardly hold on. In the video, he has been leaning on crutches.
”Ah Yi, my grandfather, can't do anything. If you want something, how can my grandfather live?”
Pei Jinhuai's eyes are red. Many things have been expected by everyone. Pei Yi also has feelings.
Mr. Pei is still telling him to inform Feng Nan. His eyes show a pleading color.
He had thought many times that he wanted to let Feng Nan understand what he meant. But at this time, she understood what she meant. She had no company for the rest of her life. What should she do?
He thought of the castle in France, and the most regrettable thing was that she had never been there for so many years.
There were Parthenocissus tricuspiders planted by him, a corner of the terrace that she would love, a table by the window, tea sets and books she liked. There was everything, but she was missing.
He imagined that she should sit on a rattan chair, and the afternoon sun would sprinkle on her through the green grass. She could spend the afternoon holding a book and a pot of tea, and he only needed one of her to live a lifetime.
After he left, Feng Nan went to Pei's house to see him off for the last time. In the photo, he was handsome and had thin cheeks. He had just grown into a resolute young man with calm eyes, which was quite different from the youth in his impression at that time.
Mrs. Pei and the old lady were both broken down. They refused to come out of his room, holding his things and calling his name.
When Feng Nan went to persuade him, he saw the cupboard of books in his room. She knew every one of them.
She was shocked. In the drawer of his cupboard, there was a whole cabinet of love letters, all of which were written ”Feng Nan”. The handwriting was different. Each letter was written to her by someone, and Pei Yi opened it.
She seems to have entered the inner world of a teenager by mistake. From his childhood love, to his infatuation in his childhood, to his passion in his youth, her warm emotion almost drowned her.
In Peiyi's room, she saw a blueprint of the castle. She came to France with a feeling that she did not understand.
She stood in front of the castle full of creepers, a little at a loss.She likes everything here. The teenager must have expected her to come here. Unfortunately, she didn't come when he was there. When she came, he was no longer there.
She stayed here for the time being. She cleaned up the house and took care of the flowers and plants. According to the servants here, Pei Yi could do some of the work himself.
Mrs. Pei's spirit was better. She sent some things from Pei Yi. She found a large box of letters, which were Pei Yi's handwriting. She recognized them at a glance.
He didn't send those letters.
She made a pot of tea, sat on the cane chair by the window and opened a letter. The handwriting was Pei Yi's, and Feng Nan recognized it at a glance.
The long fragrance of tea rises with the heat. This letter is written to every enemy who loves Feng Nan. At the end of each letter, he earnestly wrote: sorry, classmate, Feng Nan has no way to respond to your love. She is my princess.
She has always been out of control. Mrs. Feng taught her that no matter what happens, a famous lady should not lose her temper and cry. She should be able to deal with her emotions. She should be calm and calm when Mount Tai collapses in front of her. Her joy and anger should not be expressed in color. If she is too emotional, people will see jokes.
She has always done very well, and has been praised by her elders for her moderate progress.
But then she burst into tears.
Once upon a time, there was a bright young man who held her in his heart, loved her deeply, and kept in mind what she said casually, and was willing to make great efforts for a dream of her girlhood.
She used to think that she was just a bird in a cage, and she could not help but love, hate, joy and anger. But she found that in the eyes of her parents, maybe she was just a puppet with strings, which was unimportant. But in Peiyi's heart, he always held her and wanted to pet her into a princess.
She wailed, like when she was young, Peiyi began to feel silly. He was used to her since childhood. She has always been tolerant and gentle to him. In the past, he always felt that he was too childish to her willful. He tried to suppress his own side and could not wait to make himself grow up and let her see a different self.
Later, he found out why he wanted to change? She had seen the most childish side of him, but she always gave in to him. He loved too much and was too worried about gains and losses. He hesitated and did not dare to move. On the contrary, it was a bad thing.
Now that he's tough enough to hold her hand, isn't she being held by him?
If you want to take her to France, just tell her.
Love can be maintained in another way and grow up with her in silence. Unlike the Feng family, they regard her as a Golden Magpie in a cage to watch her do what she wants to do and shine in her own field.
I want to propose to her and let her become his legal wife. On the wedding night, I hold her in my arms, accompany her to overcome the fear of being kidnapped in her childhood, watch her walk out of the shadow, and learn to forgive Jiang Zhiyuan, and then pay again.
She's pregnant!
The crystallization of their love is nurtured in her body. Pei Yi sees the small embryonic form in B-ultrasound. Even if he is calm and abnormal, and his childishness turns into mature and steady, he still has a hot eye when he sees the photo.
Xia Chaoqun arranged a year's free work for her. Feng Zhongliang was very happy. He had been infected with flu in early spring. He had been coughing for several days, and his spirit was also a little depressed. Hearing the good news, most of his illness suddenly disappeared, and he became better after less than half a month.
In Pei's family, Mr. Pei often looks through the dictionary and wants to name the new generation of Pei's children. If he can live and see the birth of the first child of his eldest grandson, it is undoubtedly a very exciting thing for him. Mrs. Pei and his daughter-in-law also arrange to buy things for the birth of the baby.
When the little princess of Pei's family was born, there were many stars in his life. Mr. Pei had experienced a lot in his life. He had fought, mounted a horse, held a gun and held a pen. However, when he took over the baby from the nurse, he was almost too excited to hold it.
As the father of the little princess, Peiyi didn't see his daughter for the first time. His attention was focused on Jiang se.
Jiang Zhiyuan worries about her daughter and wants to see her. He gently opens the door of the room. Jiang se is lying on the big bed. The curtain in the room is pulled up. It is very quiet. Pei Yi, who has not been found everywhere, is half lying beside her, holding Jiangse's hand:
”people in the hospital say that Pei's little princess was born, but in my heart, my princess is only You one. ”
That girlhood told him that he wanted a castle with white windows, a roof full of Parthenocissus, and wanted to be a little princess. He could never forget it.
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postscript: Jiang Zhiyuan's mood is very complicated. He should be happy when his daughter has a good home, but he is really inexplicable. It is not pleasant to see Peiyi.
He was not clear about his indescribable mood until he saw the little princess of the Pei family and thought that after many years, Pei Yi might have the same mood as him at this time. Finally, he felt much better.Who has heaven spared! Ha ha