Chapter 217 (1/2)
For most people, the period from the end of the final exam to the release of the rankings is very mysterious.
Instinctively, I want to have a good time.
But intellectually, he was nervous.
The two emotions intertwined to make up this complicated weekend.
Of course, it's not to say that everyone has both emotions at the same time.
Liu Xin, for example, has no worries at all. He just plays simply and plays with everything he can.
If you are pure and pure, you will die if you enjoy it.
This is actually a very strong ability to maximize happiness.
On the contrary, Xu Mengxi is filled with anxiety.
On Friday night, even though her mother took her to the sofa and opened a completely mindless variety show, she was still very anxious.
Xu Mengxi knew that his mother wanted her to empty her brain and rest.
Therefore, I had to pretend to like to see, and when my mother was laughing, I pretended to laugh with her.
In this way, it is more tiring.
Twenty minutes later, her mother also felt her exhaustion. She sighed and turned down the volume of the TV: ”forget it, I don't like watching it either.”
”Ha ha.” Xu Mengxi this just smile come out, this is true smile, ”mutual routine.”
”No, I still love you.” Xu's mother shook her head and said with a bitter smile, ”I know how you feel now. You are obviously very tired and tired. You want to stop to have a rest, but you can't stop thinking. After a few seconds and minutes, you will start to think about the exam again. As far as we are watching TV, you have already brushed the class group and teacher Tang's circle of friends four times.”
”Ah, it's all seen through.” Xu Mengxi rubbed his head and said, ”the main reason is that I didn't go to my favorite chemistry competition for the sake of the total score, and my friends who were in a tight time spent a lot of time tutoring me If so I haven't made progress yet Really, really... ”
The more Xu Mengxi muttered, the less his voice was, but how could he not spit out that word.
”Really, really.” Xu's mother directly gave her daughter a head, ”if you can work hard, you can go where you should. I asked you. Your current score is basically enough for the first doctor of Stomatology. If you want to improve, it is good, but we can't be too broad.”
”Well...” Xu Mengxi looked up and wanted to say something, but still didn't say, ”I'd better go to bed earlier, just fall asleep.”
”Just a few more words.” Xu's mother pulled Xu Mengxi to pick up eyebrows and said, ”you said the time is very tight, but also tutors you, who is it?”
”Just Just Qiao Bixia. ”
”Isn't she lower than you?”
”Biology is better than me...”
”How about biology? Do you think your mother didn't take the college entrance examination? ”
”Oh, take a bath and sleep, take a bath and sleep.”
……
This kind of uneasiness does not only happen to Xu Mengxi.
This evening, at 8:10, in a small park near No. 1 middle school in the city, a couple of men and women in school uniforms have been walking for more than an hour, and have not eaten any food.
In this cold moonlight, Jiang Qinghua's sad face is particularly sexy.
”I really have to go home...” Du Shitong didn't dare to look at it too much. He just lowered his head and said, ”otherwise, let's come out again in the daytime on weekends. I can say that I can go to the library for self-study with my classmates.”
”It doesn't matter.” Jiang Qinghua indifferent way, ”weekend you have a good rest, I will not disturb you.”
”What's the name of interruption? Don't you study together?”
”But.” Jiang Qinghua swallowed his mouth and spit. He made up his mind and gradually clenched his fist. ”Is this so-called study a delay for you? Maybe I'm just a piece of trash that can't get into the whole district... ”
“？？？” Du Shitong stopped, looked at Jiang Qinghua and said, ”what's wrong with you? I can't get into the top 500. ”
”It's not the same. There's no comparison between western market and Haidian...”
Jiang Qinghua also stopped his steps, but did not dare to turn back, and said word by word with his back.
”Shitong I really like you... ”
”With you, whether it's learning or practicing piano, whether it's eating or walking, even if it's just in a daze I'm very happy... ”
”But The more I like The more scared you are... ”
”I'm afraid I won't be worthy of you one day...”
”I'm still in high school, I can't show it...”
”In the future, if you went to 985, I didn't even pass 211...”
”In such a huge gap...”
”You will go farther and farther...”
”So far away that I can't catch up with whatever...”
Speaking of this, Jiang Qinghua severely wiped his eyes and said with a choking voice.
”I'm afraid I'm afraid... ”
”I'm afraid I'll get stuck in it and never get out again.”
”I'm afraid to see your back gradually away You told me... ””No need to chase.”
Du Shitong looked at Jiang Qinghua's cold back, and his eyes were inexplicably wet.
It's not that I was moved, it's just incitement.
She couldn't help it any longer and took Jiang Qinghua's hand: ”what do you think? These things have nothing to do with us. As long as we all work hard, who will compare the results? What's more What kind of university you are admitted to can not represent your future achievements. If you are such a hard-working and kind-hearted person, you will be able to do any work in the future. ”
”Thank you Shitong Thank you
Jiang Qinghua holds Du Shitong's hands tightly. He knows that this is the only warmth in the cold night and should be cherished.
But I'm afraid that if you stick it too close, you'll get burned.
If we say that Jiang Qinghua is suffering from both gains and losses at this time.
Du Shitong was anxious and angry.
”Thank you. These are all true words.” Du Shitong wanted to stick Jiang Qinghua's hand to his heart. ”If I compared these, why did I fall in love with you?”
”So I thank you. Thank you for your appreciation. ”
Jiang Qinghua couldn't bear to look at Du Shitong.
His heart warmed and softened.
But I can't.
Not this time.
He knew what he was doing.
Be tough.
Only this time.
It has to be tough.
Jiang Qinghua gently raised his hand, holding Du Shitong's small face, and gradually choked.
”I believe you, I believe you completely, what you say now is what you really think.”
”But Shitong, people will grow up, and their ideas will change.”
”If one day in the future, we are too far away...”
”You will be so far away that I can't see clearly how hard I try.”
”I'll be humble to the point where you can't find it when you go back to the capital.”
”At that time, we were only met by tears and regrets, as well as youth that could not be renewed.”
”I know how it feels, and I can take it.”
”But I don't want you to take it.”
”I don't want you to waste the best years of your life on a man who has achieved nothing.”
”So Shitong. ”
Jiang Qinghua gritted his teeth, put down his hand, and turned his head away stiffly.
”We...”
”About 985.”
”I will concentrate on everything, and I will go through the storm and the rain.”
”But if so, I can't keep the appointment.”
”Please...”
”Don't wait.”
Du Shitong could no longer restrain himself and beat Jiang Qinghua's chest: ”are you a fool
Jiang Qinghua only red eyes, looking at the bright moon, without a trace of shaking.
Du Shitong thumped, but he couldn't bear to.
”Why How can you be such a good fool
”I just fell in love with someone for the first time...”
She said, holding on to Jiang Qinghua's shoulder and sobbing.
”You can't be a little bad...”
”Be more selfish...”
”Just thinking Anyway, it's not a loss to be with this girl... ”
”It's good to have a precious memory...”
”Is that all right?”
”No more.” Jiang Qinghua still stood still, ”I'm sorry, Shitong, it's too late. I like it so much that I can't think so.”
After a long time of sobbing and silence, Du Shitong finally wiped his eyes.
Let go, too.
She stepped back and sighed.
”I see.”
”I promise you.”
”But I only agree to the location.”
”Time is not recognized.”
”It's like you have to make such an agreement unilaterally.”
”I also unilaterally do not recognize time.”
”A lot of things may happen in the future, but at least until I'm 28 years old, I can guarantee it.”
”If you get 985 in the college entrance examination, I will be there.”
”I'll be there for you to re-examine.”
”I'm in graduate school.”
”Even if none of the above is passed, as long as you come to me.”
”No matter what you are, what your occupation is.”