32 Because Of My Legs? (1/2)
”I love you...”
Time seemed to have frozen at that moment, being the only ones in the hallway it was extremely quiet.....too quiet.
Bai Sheng's clenched tightly as he could not bring himself to look at the girl. For some unknown reason he was boiling with anger and for the first time, he felt repulsed being next to her.
His breathing became erratic and his eyes became unfocused...maybe it was because that woman said those same words to him before ripping his heart out.
Not many people knew how much she hurt him, she was the first person he had trusted so much in years but she....
Anna realizing how quiet the atmosphere was looked up.
Bai Sheng seemed to be trembling slightly, his breathing was heavy and he was staring right into her eyes.
”Anna....” his voice was hoarse but he tried to make it as gentle as he could.
She had no idea the amount of will power he had gathered just so he won't push her away like the others. To him, Anna was special and he didn't want to hurt her but...
”Anna you're still young.....what you're feeling, its not love” Bai Sheng said.
Anna's expression turned gloomy as she heard his words, 'Not love?'
”Bai Sheng.....it is! I've thought long and hard about my feelings and I know.....”
”That's enough!” Anna got startled when Bai Sheng raised his voice, this was actually the first time she had witnessed that cold side of him everyone spoke of.
”I just.....”
”I said stop talking!” Bai Sheng's eyes were cold as he stared at her ”I don't care if your feelings are sincere or not but I will never return them, I will never feel the same way, so just stop this!” At this point Bai Sheng's chest began to feel stuffy making it hard for him to breath. He knew this feeling all to well, this was exactly what he felt like anytime he got closer to the opposite sex. He looked into the girl's eyes and saw tears in them, he knew he had hurt her.
”Go to sleep early Anna” Bai Sheng said deciding to end the discussion here, anylonger and he would pass out from lack of air.
He turned around prepared to walk away but Anna held his hand
”Is....is it perhaps because I'm on this chair?”
At this time,Bai Sheng's forehead was covered in cold sweat, he wanted to tell her that it wasn't, he wanted to tell her that he was the one with the problem not her.....but his lips wouldn't budge
'Why did this have to happen now?' Bai Sheng smiled bitterly as he felt the girl let go off his hand, his back was facing her but he could imagine the expression on her face.