162 Appearance and Truth 5 (1/2)

I wonder what you're saying about taking such an important thing again by now...

”Ah, those eyes! Do you regret this marriage?

General Lector asks me for help when he sees my eyes standing still.

I wonder why such a great man is asking me about my mood.

”After you get married, it's too harsh and daunting. Isn't it a fraud anymore? Marriage fraud. If you do that, you'll get into a fight after you get married. You don't like it, do you? A wicked wife. So next time, you should be honest with me about everything.”

”Next...?

I mean, hey?

So loved by such a lovely person, I became happier forever - what a lovely fairy tale.

Thanks to the tutor's teaching, Alice, I've finally been less surprised lately, but I'm really rooted in ordinary people. Because I was a common citizen to the bone marrow, I am still often confused about my life as a person with this status.

I still want to take a bath by myself, and I want to change my clothes by myself.

Even though bowing and walking are at a level where you can finally say, ”Well, what a nice thing to do” after getting a lot of instruction, I don't think I can survive among people who have grown up thoroughly and gracefully since I was a little girl.

When the first servants actually licked me. Even the fort of the border army is like this, but I want you to give me a break from your heart, such as the King's City and the Royal Palace. I feel like I can start over again from the beginning, even though I can't be bullied anymore. How many times should I repeat that?

Besides, this is just a disguised marriage. White marriage because we have mutual interests. Even now, it's completely white.

White no matter how you look. And there is no sign of colour.

Because he and I are young men and women, he is a little patient, the devil accidentally sends it, it is a little glamorous, it is likely to be such a happing cartoon or novel, but there was no such indication at all.

I would never touch a tough husband (tentative). And always keep a constant distance and smile, just a sweet-mouth man.

Still, this guy is a good person, he always cares about me, he's kind, he answers honestly and honestly to what he just heard, and a little charlatan character leaks out and spits out sweet words.

Of course, it doesn't mean it won't glare. Sometimes you can dream by accident.

But I knew it would take me a lot of time to recover if I were to get a divorce from him after I really loved him. I have a feeling that if I succeed, I will drag you all my life. I'm scared.

Besides, even if he thinks it's okay for me, someday I'll get worn out. The royal family and kinsmen of this country may advise him to divorce him at that time of great tenderness.

Someday someone will tell me that I don't deserve him.

Honestly, I don't want to hurt you.

If you live with a narrow shoulder feeling because a large number of people blame you for being inappropriate, if you have to fight people who say that for the rest of your life, you think that it is happier to live in an urban well as a secluded commoner.

So I hope that spring will come soon and that everything will end this life with beautiful memories.

If he doesn't smile at me any more, if he doesn't get so far away from me as to inadvertently relax in his private room, and if he doesn't hear my name calling, he will surely be my beautiful memory.