181 Game four? (1/2)
However, it seemed that Lecter was concerned that his confession at this time was too thoughtful to answer ”me, too”.
I don't like it, but... yes, resistance to that point has already vanished.
But that doesn't mean that all the obstacles that I've ever seen that I don't like disappear.
That's why I thought I was sorry that I couldn't react as he was expecting, but I wonder if it's because of that, is his gaze getting weird lately...?
And lately, he said, ”Why don't you think about becoming a couple? I didn't know if I was serious or joking like Chara Man... No, I probably wasn't serious, but when I accidentally misled myself with a vague smile and always ran away, there was more and more subtle air flowing around today.
Of course, I was very happy with his words, but that's why I was ready to join the royal family for the rest of my life, which is still quite a hurdle for me as a cautious person.
Even though the previous concern remains, once officially recognized as a royal family and exposed, it is not easy to escape for the reason that I no longer like it.
For a big bet that can't be reversed, it's not like you can easily jump in with your own feelings. Because it's the rest of your life.
Even the servants can't properly lick it right now, but I can only see the difficult future ahead.
At this time today, I think I want the skills of ”charm” because I don't mind a bit more. Yeah, I don't care about cheating anymore, so I just want to be able to be naturally great.
Even if I'm wrong, my maid,
”Ah, that sounds delicious. Can I have the extra?
You shouldn't be asked casually. That's exactly what I know.
Speaking of intimacy, it sounds good, but I can see that I don't even have the aura of nobility rather than royalty.
And yet, losing the momentum,
Oh, yeah, I can't eat it all.
I know that I have a problem with answering so badly.
I mean, throw it away. Besides, it's hard to reverse my position now that I was initially taught life by this person who volunteered to be a maid since I was suspected of being fake.
If you can, don't ask me. I wonder if you can sneak up on me where I can't see it.
Alice, my tutor and shadow,
”Carefulness is also important for employees. You can look at it silently and reject it.”
Whatever you say, ah, then, it's not like I can stare at a human sama...
Because that's not how I grew up... oh, wow, that's how I grew up.
But I think Lecter knows exactly how I feel.
Recently, when he stares at me, my face becomes red, and my heart rate jumps steadily and I can't calm down. Somehow, I'm going to die.
That's why I'm aware that it's time to hide everything.
I think Lecter would be happy to do that kind of thing.
But that said, I couldn't get through. I was still holding a white marriage, hoping that he wouldn't take any concrete action.
In other words, no matter how much he stares at us in the private room at night, I desperately pull myself into my bedroom a little late and say, ”Good night.”