5 I think no future for me (1/2)

I walk to Yun Manor garden. That garden location is behind Yun Manor.I past many servants who are busy decorating the manor with wedding ornament. They look enthusiastic doing it. They smile, even laugh while decorating the manor. They don't care about me.

Soon, Yun Jing Fei's marriage will be held. The whole house is busy. Mother ordered a lot of goods and food ingredients. Many merchants with various types of merchandise come to Yun manor.

Mother bought lots of beautiful clothes for Yun Jing Fei.Mother also buys a lot of hair ornaments. Father sent many invitation letters to his colleagues. All members of the Yun Clan were invited. This is the Yun family's first daughter's wedding, everyone wants to attend.

My aunt and uncle are busy too. After the embarrassing letter, they no longer defend me. Uncle and aunt were angry with me and chose to ignore me. They focus on preparing for Yun Jing Fei's marriage.

I'm still prohibited from leaving Yun manor. I don't protest this punishment anymore. Actually, I also don't want to leave the house anymore. I'm embarrassed by what I did.

My servant, Ling said that all people in the city talk a lot about me. They say that I am stupid and shameless. They said that they were sorry for the Yun family for having a daughter like me. I feel sad to hear that.

So far, I have a good reputation. Many people think of me as the ideal woman. However, one mistake made everything shattered. I don't have a good reputation anymore.

I also lost all my friends. I invited another friend of mine because I wanted to ask about Mei Xiu's actions. However, no one wants to come. I realized that I could not be considered my friend again. They are same as Mei Xiu. They betrayed me.

”Miss, do you want tea?” My personal servant who accompany me all day asked me. Her voice made me realized from my daydream.When I realized from my daydream, I was already in the park. I walk to gezebo in central if garden.

”No need,” I replied, sitting on a chair there.

”Miss, Madam told me to tell you to fit your clothes she bought for you,” Ling said and I nodded my head slowly.

”Miss, do you want me to get a cake for you? I heard that our cheff make some delicious cake,” Ling asked me again. I glared at her.

”Leave me. I want to be alone, ”I ordered him and she nodded his head. She left me alone.

Alone in the back garden made my mood even more gloomy. I feel sad and remember all the events I just experienced. The most painful thing for me is my own friend betrayal. I trusted Mei Xiu so much and helped her become close to her current fiance.

”Mei Xiu, you are a traitor! I hope you get punishment from Heaven. May lightning strike you! ”I shouted. My tears fall down. Now, I realized that I had no friends. Those I thought were my friends, obviously not.Now I know that they want to be my friend because they want to use myself to get their goals. After my life fall down like this, they avoid me.

I feel very lonely and hurt

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Spring is almost over. Today's Yun Jing Fei wedding is held. Father ordered me to be the bride attendant. With a broken heart, I escort Yun Jing Fei from her room to Yun manor hall. I am forced to do this.

The hall is full of people. They are very looks verry happy with this marriage. Gou Wei Wangye waits in front of all people. He is more handsome with the clothes he wears. I lowered my head while near him.