C120 The sun and moon in my heart (1/2)
”Ah, master, are we leaving? ”Where are you going?” Hearing my words, Lil 'White immediately widened his eyes. His face was filled with shock.
”Don't ask too much, just follow me.”
However, I ignored her. Instead, I pulled her all the way to the vicinity of the stage outside the Sun Moon Hall, and then passed through the passage outside the Sun Moon Hall to walk towards the secondary hall at the northeast corner of the hall. That was the location of the Old witch's study.
I nodded and without saying a word, I dragged Little White to Old witch's study room because there was a pen and paper there.
After entering the study, I immediately took out a brush and a piece of paper and started writing on the paper.
”Regardless of whether it is the White Clan or the other tribes, they are all my people. There is a difference in how we address them, but we treat them equally. Today, I cannot bear to see my people fighting over me. Blood is everywhere, so I left just like that, in the hope that my people would stop fighting and never look at each other with hatred again. When all the races are safe and sound, when we are as close as family, I will return of my own free will to bless those who are loyal to me. ”
I wrote it deliberately in a more or less mature, semi-ancient style, because it looked more or less aristocratic.
When I wrote this line, my heart was really heavy, because I knew that I had not only written it for the white people, but for myself as well.
I was stunned for a moment when I finished the line.
”Master, what do you mean by that? Why can't I understand a word? ”
Lil 'White asked as he saw me stop writing. He frowned and looked at me in confusion.
”Silly girl, what do you need to understand? ”Anyway, we're going to leave anyway, so that's it.” ”… … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … I smiled and looked at Little White, who was standing beside me.
After all, we had to leave, so it was impossible for us to wear divine robes, so we had to change into the clothes of ordinary people. However, this was indeed quite hard to find, as the clothes of the White Clan people had their own characteristics. In the end, Xiao Bai and I only brought two ordinary animal hide and cotton clothes that we could change into on the way. Then I found some more dry food and filled a kettle with water.
I plan to walk all the way to the county level like this before looking for the one-eyed woman. During this time, she had been helping me sell my gems in the Shangri-La County, because the amount of gems the one-eyed woman is mining is just too much, although she has already helped to transfer quite a bit, the remaining amount is still very shocking, and recently the one-eyed woman has started a business selling jewelry. I heard that they also applied to set up a jewelry shop, so busy that they could only sell their jewelry for a few days every month.
Of course, the jewelry shop only had some relatively inferior quality jewelry. The real jewellery was still hidden in secret places, sold through the underground auction or in search of suitable buyers.
To the various rules and regulations of the underground society, the one-eyed woman and the others have much more experience than me. Naturally, they can handle them better than me. Of course, even if the one-eyed girl was proficient in the underworld and good at scheming, her faith would always be one level higher than an individual's intelligence. Therefore, even though the one-eyed girl had made a name for herself in the underworld, she was still loyal to me, having been instilled with religious ideas from a young age.
At the northwest corner of the Sun Moon Hall is a road that leads to the mountain path at the back of the Sun and Moon Village. After Xiao Bai and I packed everything we needed to bring, we each carried a bag and left.
Actually, the two of us didn't really have much to take with us. Because the two of us originally came to Sun and Moon Village alone, and now that we are leaving, other than the bank card, watch phone and a bit of cash we brought with us, there really isn't much else we can bring.
Once a person had decided to leave, they were like a wild horse that had untied its reins and could no longer be stopped. After Lil 'White and I secretly finished making our preparations in the Old witch's study, we sneaked down the mountain from the small path at the entrance of the village when the Three Holy Maiden was heading towards the entrance to check out the situation. That path led to the fields at the back of the village, and strictly speaking, there was no other way, but the path was taken by humans.
I have been in the Sun and Moon Village for more than five months, so I am naturally familiar with the topography of this area. I know that after going around the mountain in the rear of the Sun Moon Hall, I will be able to walk around the foot of the mountain and arrive at the main road towards the Shangri-La County.
There was only one path to Shangri-La County, so he did not need to worry about getting lost at all. As long as he walked for a day and a night, he would basically be able to reach there.
Of course, this was a test of our strength.
”Master, why should we leave?” Even though I had already made up my mind, Lil 'White was still curious about why I suddenly wanted to leave.
”Silly girl, don't you want to know who your family members are? Don't you want to know what memories you've lost? ” I held Little White's hand and passed through the garden that had just begun sprouting after entering the Sun and Moon Village. I stepped on the fertile black soil and passed through the Cloud Cedar Forest.
”Ah, master, you want to take me to my family?” Hearing that I was going to take her to her family, Lil 'White became excited. His eyes flashed.
”Don't tell me you don't miss your family after all this time?” I carried a cloth bag on my back and pulled at Little White as I ran, pushing aside many of the branches along the way.
”Mm. Actually, I've thought about it. But I've lost my memory, I can't remember anything, so I don't want to. Furthermore, I have lived in the Sun and Moon Village for so long, this place is like my home. The Priests and Holy Maiden have all treated me like a goddess and treated me well, just like my family. So, I don't want to go home anymore. ”
This Silly girl really did not use any brains. Even after losing her memories, she was still as carefree as if nothing had happened. She was also not worried about herself.
”Master, I've thought about it. It's only a few decades in life, actually, you don't need to think about such big things. You just need to be happy. Sometimes, when you don't remember anything, you can forget a lot of things that happened in the past. ”
Little White's words surprised me a little. I didn't expect this brainless girl to be able to say something that would resonate with others.
”Yo, you look pretty good. ”It seems that my attendants have become smarter after being a servant for so long?” I gave Lil 'White a surprised look.
Lil 'White laughed. He rubbed his head and said, ”Of course not. I'm stupid and don't understand anything.” ”In any case, it's just a muddleheaded day.”
”Hehe, if you know you're stupid then that means you've become smarter. Let's go. Silly girl, if you don't go now, the sky will turn dark. ”
”Master, then where are we going? I really can't bear to leave Sun and Moon Village. ”
”Return to where you came from.” Let's go back to Yunnan now. ”Hurry up and leave.”
”Oh. Then why don't you say goodbye to the villagers? They'll miss you, master. ”
”If I say goodbye to them, will they let me go? Silly girl, have you forgotten who I am? I am the host who will benefit the entire world. I will of course go to every corner to save the people who are suffering in every place. I naturally will not stay in one place. ”
”That's true. Master, you are too great. ”
Little White looked at me with reverence, but then she looked at the mountains behind her, and her face showed some reluctance and nostalgia.
”Master, can we still come back in the future? I really like it here. ”
”In the future?” I was stunned for a moment. Then, I turned my head to look at the snow-capped mountains in the distance. The waterfall and the lush green wilderness in the mountains gave rise to a sense of desolation in my heart.
”Of course I will.”
”Of course.” I smiled and gave Lil 'White a guarantee.
I ran with Little White through the trail, across the creek, and finally made my way down the hill in a zigzag way.
Little White and I walked down the mountain from the small mountain path at the back. Looking at the Sun and Moon Village that was getting further and further away from us, my heart was filled with melancholy. But I knew I had to go after all.
I don't know when I will return, but I think I will definitely return here. This place has already become a pure land within my heart, a place where I can return to. When I see the Cold Woman, see the Mo Zi, see all the people I'm concerned about, and clear my mind, I will definitely return here once more. By then, I might be here for the rest of my life. If it were possible, I might have brought other girls who would have followed me here, to enjoy life in this beautiful little fairyland country until the very end of my life.
The rugged mountain road snaked ahead of me, and the tall spruce leaves on both sides of it fell in the wind. The wind, fragrant with spring earth, blew through the forest in front of me, giving me a sense of the rhythm of life.
Little White and I took a detour from the mountain path at the foot of the mountain to the main road in front of us, and prepared to walk to the county town just like that. According to our speed, we estimated that we would be able to reach the vicinity of the county city by midnight.
However, just as Xiao Bai and I were about to walk down the mountain path towards the Shangri-La County, a shout suddenly came from behind me.
”Lord host! Master host!
A melodious and gentle voice came from behind me. I turned around in surprise to see Princess Changyue struggling to jump down the hill while dragging her long hair and holding onto the white silk dress. She was wearing exquisite bamboo sandals which came from the underbrush that hadn't grown up yet.
”Lord host!” Princess Changyue chased after him anxiously with an unconcealable look of panic on her face.
”Long term? How did you get here? ” I thought that I had secretly escaped, but who would have thought that I would be discovered by Princess Changyue.
”Lord host!” Princess Changyue sweated sweetly as she ran in front of me. Her breathing was light and her beautiful white forehead was covered in sweat. It was obvious that she had run for a long time in order to catch up to me.
”Master host, are you leaving? When I was on the mountain, I saw you and the lady maid carrying a bundle down the mountain, so I chased you. ”
Princess Changyue couldn't take it anymore as she asked me, her beautiful eyes filled with deep shock and worry.
F * ck, I didn't expect that she would find out. I thought that I had sneaked out, but no one knew that Princess Changyue's eyesight was so good that she even saw us and wanted to run away.
After being asked by Princess Changyue, I looked at her a little awkwardly. However, I had already made up my mind. It was impossible for me to turn back now.
”Yes, we are leaving.” I looked at Princess Changyue and said softly, ”Changyue, after we leave, the female Beastmen and the affairs of the village will be handed over to you. There will also be a new mother.”
Hearing my words, Princess Changyue's face slightly paled, revealing a terrified expression.
”Master host, why did you leave? Why is that? Don't tell me you despise me for having a citizen of our village? ”
At this point, Princess Changyue's beautiful eyes had a glimmer of tears in them that made my heart ache.
I know that Princess Changyue has a good impression of me, so I shouldn't have left without saying goodbye.
”If possible, I don't really want to leave this place. ”However, I have too many concerns about the outside world. I still have many things to do outside, and there are also many people waiting for me outside.” I looked at Princess Changyue and said seriously.
”Now, the female Beastmen will no longer invade the village, and the village life has stabilized. As long as the villagers can make long-term gem trades with the female Beastmen, the female Beastmen will no longer cause trouble. That's why it's already the same whether I'm here or not. Furthermore, Changyue, you already knew that I wasn't the real Lord host. And now that the villagers have gotten into an argument with other villagers because of me, it would be better to leave this place than for me to stay here. ”
I seriously looked at Princess Changyue, who was just inches away from me. Her face was as white as snow, and her shiny black eyes revealed a hint of pain.
”Lord host, no matter if you admit that you are Lord host or not, I believe that you are still Lord host. Will you stay? ”
Princess Changyue looked at me and took a step forward, gripping my hand tightly.
”As for the matters concerning the other clans, we can negotiate with them for reconciliation. However, please don't abandon us, okay?” A faint blush appeared on Princess Changyue's face, but she still pursed her lips and said something that shook my heart.
A gentle breeze blew past. Princess Changyue's fragrant hair brushed against my face. A faint fragrance entered my nose, causing my heart to race.
Wearing a flower ring on her head, wearing a white dress, with skin as white as snow, Princess Changyue at that moment, was truly beautiful. At that moment, she was Shangri-La.
I stared at her, shaken.
But in the end, I made up my mind.
”I'm sorry, Changyue.” I looked at Princess Changyue and said word by word, ”Now that my friend is in danger, waiting for me to help, I must help her. Furthermore, there are still many people waiting for me. I also need to go and see them.
Hearing my final words, Princess Changyue's grief deepened.
”Then you will definitely return, Master host?”
I smiled and nodded at Princess Changyue.
”I will come back. I will come and see you all. I will come and see this beautiful snow-capped mountain and this beautiful canyon.” I stretched out my hand and gently caressed Princess Changyue's smooth and smooth face. Princess Changyue looked at me and two clear tears flowed down her beautiful eyes.
”I'm leaving, for a long time. Take good care of our children. ” I caressed Changyue's face before slowly shifting my gaze down to Princess Changyue's stomach, which was still as flat as before.
Hearing my words, Princess Changyue's eyes suddenly reddened, but I couldn't find any other words to say. In the end, I pulled Whitey, whose eyes were also reddened, and left.
”Lord host!”
After holding Whitey's hand for two steps, I heard Princess Changyue call out to me from behind. I sighed and stopped my steps, turning around to see Princess Changyue covering her mouth as she looked at me with tears in her eyes. She knew that a girl like her could not stop me from leaving, so she could only cry.
I saw Princess Changyue looking at me from behind, tears flowing down her cheeks, and then she suddenly trotted up to me and threw herself into my arms, holding my arms and burying her head in my chest and crying. I was shocked by Princess Changyue's appearance.
For a moment, he didn't know what to do.
”Lord host, no matter how long you leave, my clan will still wait for your return.” Her delicate body trembled slightly as she cried in my embrace. She raised her head and looked at me with teary eyes.
”Master host, I know that I cannot keep you here, but let me dance for you. Princess Changyue blushed as she begged me.
Dance? I looked behind me at the endless road and finally nodded.
”Yes.” ”Fine.”
”Lord host, thank you.” Princess Changyue smiled sadly, and then she left my embrace. On the soil that exuded the scent of spring, Princess Changyue began to dance a folk dance that was unique to her race.
The wind blew gently, and the sky was bright.
The white dress fluttered with her long black hair. The wild flowers by the roadside seemed to embellish the princess' beauty, one flower at a time.
”The owner is a butterfly!”
Standing by my side, I couldn't help but exclaim in shock at Princess Changyue's actions. After that, I raised my head in shock as well.
It really was a butterfly.
A lot of butterflies.
In between the mountains, on the mountain path, colorful butterflies gathered like a wilted spring flower along with the wind, forming a colorful cloud, dancing up and down around Princess Changyue's exquisite and slim white body. The rhythm of the butterflies' dance was exactly the same as Princess Changyue's beautiful steps, so harmonious, so beautiful, and so moving.
White skirt, black hair, colorful butterfly, beautiful mountain valleys, waterfalls, green spring flowers, they form a picture scroll that will never be forgotten, at this moment, deeply imprinted in my heart.
Watching Princess Changyue's dance quietly, I suddenly thought of Wang Lihong's song in the 21st century, ”The Sun and the Moon in My Heart”. I didn't know why, but the melody of that song slowly appeared in my mind:
In his hand he held the flower of the Gesun.
Beautiful let me forget to take it off
Yours really with the incense Your incense can talk
You seem to be only saying this to me
My specialty is called Wandering.