Chapter 551 (1/2)

It's like waking up in a dream

The faint sunshine hit my face.

Touched my eyelashes.

My eyelids moved and my sleeping brain gradually began to wake up.

”Son, wake up. Wake up.”

The familiar sound of Wenxiang sounded in my ears, like a gentle breeze drilling into my ears.

What a familiar voice... It's so strange again.

Why... My eyes are wet?

I

I am Alive?

Suddenly aware of this, I slowly opened my eyes. My vision gradually became clear from blur. What came into my eyes was a familiar face I would never forget.

It's not long or short. It's hot curly hair mixed with a few white hair. There are a few crow's feet around the corners of thin eyes. There are two starting lines where it was originally a beautiful dimple. But even so, the passage of time could not reduce her gentleness and concern when she looked at me.

It's my mother.

”Mom...!” when I saw the woman's face in front of me, I couldn't help but open my mouth, and a little tears couldn't help flowing down. I never knew whether it was the bed or the floor. I sat up and hugged the woman in front of me.

Yes, even if I dreamed, I didn't expect to see my mother again.

I don't know if I'm dreaming, but when I see my mother, I really cry.

Seeing me holding her, my mother was also a little surprised. There was a bit of surprise in her voice. At the same time, there was comfort and crying that could not be concealed.

”Great... Finally woke up, finally woke up... Son... Mom thought you'd never wake up again...”

”Mom!” I didn't know what to say. I didn't think about anything in my mind. I just hugged my mother desperately.

In the past many days, the person I think about every moment of every day is my mother!

My mother hugged me, patted me on the back and comforted me.

”Mom...” my voice choked, my nose was sour, and my vocal cords were trembling. This feeling is like the most cherished relatives who have died have come back to life. No man will not cry.

Under my mother's comfort, I gradually recovered from my grief and sadness, opened my eyes and looked around.

I found myself lying on a hospital bed covered with white bedding, with gauze wrapped around my right hand, with needles and blood on it. On the far right is an old bedside table with a bunch of withered tulips on it. A little more on the right... Is the wooden entrance of the ward door.

On my left, there are two empty beds. On the left, there is an open window. The bright sun penetrates the clean old window and shines on the floor of the ward, lighting up a circle of light.

”Mom... What's the matter with me? Where am I?”

I looked around strangely, and suddenly I felt that the decoration around me went back to the 21st century.

”You've been unconscious for three days... When your father and I came home from a business trip, we saw you lying on the floor without wearing anything... The doctor said you were playing with the computer at home for too long, resulting in shock! Mom thought... You can't wake up! Hey, great... Great...”

play computer games? Three days in a coma?

I was a little stunned to get out of my mother's arms. Then, I lowered my head and looked at my body.

The moment I saw my body, I lost my mind.

Under the White Checkered nightdress, there are a pair of fat and strong hands, and the nightdress tightly wraps a bloated belly like a frog belly.

I can't be more familiar with such a figure and such a belly.

How did this happen?

My heart began to tremble. Vaguely, I felt something wrong.

Is this another dream?

Or is it another illusion of Ma Bailong?

”Mom... Where's the mirror? The mirror!”

Mom looked at me in surprise, but she handed me the mirror.

I was stunned when I saw my face in the mirror.

Round face, slightly fat face, small eyes, short hair.

Isn't this... My face that reached the 25th Century?

Where did I go after the beauty?

I... how come I'm back before cosmetic surgery!

”No!! how could this happen?” my brain suddenly became confused. I couldn't understand my situation at the moment.

I screamed wildly, recalling my previous experience in the mechanical imperial capital. I clearly remember that I took out the cosmic Magic Cube... But after that? What happened after that?

How are the machines? How's Qiu Xueyu? What about purple butterfly and blue moon? What about the world?

Countless question marks are floating in my mind. I can't help it anymore.

I jumped out of bed, pulled out the needle and thread of the bottle in my hand, and ran out like crazy.

This is a dream!

This is definitely a dream!

All this must be an illusion.

I just got up. Although I was weak, I ran away madly with my bare feet. When I ran out of the ward, I saw strange and surprised faces. They were wearing nurse clothes or doctor clothes.

There are women and men.

Seeing me running out of the ward like a madman, the doctors and nurses in the hospital corridor cast strange eyes, and I was completely collapsed.

Mental illusions can't make things I don't know.

I don't know these people in front of me

In other words, none of this is an illusion.

All this is true.

I really go back to the 21st century.

”How could this happen? It's impossible!” I held my head and cried.

”Qiu Xueyu!! purple butterfly! Proud dance!! cold!! Mozi!! master!! Miss LAN Yueer!! where are you!! where are you!!”

Where

Where are you

My heart rending voice echoed in the long corridor, repeated again and again, for a long time

It seems that we have all returned to the origin.

I went back to the 21st century, which has become an unchangeable fact.

Of course, I accepted this cruel fact after a whole week of struggle and hesitation.

Yes, I'm really back.

Just like when I was crossing, no one told me the reason, no one gave me an explanation, so I went back to the 21st century.

The only thing I can guess is that the cosmic magic cube I got in the mechanical capital sent me back to this era.

This era of men and women.

Home or home.

My bedroom is still so messy, with clothes piled up and garbage bags piled at the door. I have seen countless novels, comic books and magazines scattered in the corner of my home, next to the Android phone I bought for 800 yuan.

And I'm back to the origin.

Fat, short, ordinary, there is no only man aura, and there is no group of girls who are determined to accompany me.

Everything has been restored.

In my time, losers are still running around every day for the sake of Bai Fumei in Gao Fu Shuai's arms. People with low self-esteem are ashamed. Losers who are trampled by Gao Fu Shuai with superior genes and higher * * * are poor and ugly. They flock to the Internet, wantonly vent their dissatisfaction and vent their impulse

For several days in a row, I felt like I had lost my soul. I wandered around the house in a daze. I turned on the computer and browsed the web again and again, hoping to return to the link of the era when there were only women

However, I have never been able to find that website.

It's like God abandoned me.

Time passed in an instant.

After a week's cultivation, I returned to my university and started my junior life again.

I returned to my less than 15 square meter university bedroom, and four friends crowded together.

”What's the matter, man? Are you out of your mind? Hemorrhoids?” my cheap roommates followed my ass all day, looking at me and making fun of me. Sometimes they slapped me on the ass or hit me on the shoulder.

Because I'm fat.

When faced with their mocking eyes, I also reluctantly smiled, but did not answer.

Because I suddenly found that I had no common language with them.

There is a deep gap between me and them.

It feels like... We are people from two worlds.

Every day, I sit in front of the computer like a lost drowning dog, remembering the smiling girls all day and all night.

Cold and arrogant, with gentle and cold, gentle and virtuous Mozi, impatient little sparrow, sick and charming girl who will get sick when smelling my smell, wild female wolf head, piano and moon sound with a good voice, frank and innocent Xiaobai, Qiu Xueyu with excellent talent, iceberg beauty with cold air and intellectual all over, proud and lively little princess, curious and outgoing little sister, Like the three saints in one, the hot girl with a hot temper, the trivial and solemn Gao Haixin, and even blue moon, Zhu Xingyun, Lola,, Princess Changyue, Xianji, ye Zhuqing... I miss every girl and every girl I have met.

Is it just a dream?

But why is that dream so real.

Or is my life now an illusory dream?

I don't know.

Zhouzhuang dreams of butterflies, which is true or false?

”Why are you crying again? You've been acting like a woman all day. What's wrong with you?”

”Wang Yong, let's play a game.”

”Wow, I found a good picture of a beautiful woman in WOW bar. Come and see. It's like a blockhouse. This face and figure... * * *?”

Because of my unusual behavior, although my roommate ridiculed me, some wanted to help me solve it. Maybe it's because I'm getting better and join their loser army. After all, I was one of them.

However, because of the memory of the past year, I suddenly found that I was not interested in computer games.

My roommates were laughing and playing there. I just stood quietly watching like a bystander, like an irrelevant outsider.

Perhaps, only when you get it will you know the pain of loss.

Only when you lose, will you want to get what you once had.

Looking at the students around me who are still worried about their future and their career, I suddenly feel so tired. I don't want to do anything.

Rich, famous cars, luxury houses, beautiful women... I once owned them, but now I have to start from scratch and climb from the bottom... What's the meaning?

Live again... I suddenly feel that life is meaningless.

I have lost the direction of my life and have been plagued by my internet addiction. I don't know when I have quit. After all, in the women's world, I haven't played games for more than a year, and I haven't been on h-net for more than a year

Those things I think I can't get rid of in my life are so easy to quit.

On boring days, I would walk around the university every day, watching the colorful red maples, the withered and yellow autumn grass, the sparkling artificial lake, or a pair of loving men and women passing by the roadside.

When I am angry, I will run on the school track, because only when I run desperately without brain can I forget all the pain, reluctance, loss, depression and desolation in my heart.

In this way, I actually formed the habit of regular long-distance running every day.

And because I gradually disagreed with those roommates who had gaps, I began to wander around the school library alone and learn about some books about genes, advanced technology, time travel, viruses and so on... In this way, I actually formed the habit of going to the library every day.

Such a thing was unthinkable to me in the past.

In the twinkling of an eye, the year will come to an end. It's only a month. Because I keep running every day, my stomach is actually flat. Although it's difficult to compare with my figure in the women's world, it has a few more real muscles. This is completely different from the two ways to reduce your body by extracting oil.

Then... Maybe it's because I insist on reading every day. My temperament precipitated. At the end of the term, I, who had been at the bottom of the class before, unexpectedly came second in the class. I also got a small scholarship, but I never expected it.

I wanted to go to Yunnan on this scholarship. I don't know why, I just want to go to the place I have experienced in the women's world

Unfortunately, a little scholarship is far from enough.

”If you want to go, just go. Dad, I also have a colleague and relatives in Yunnan. You have made great progress this time. Dad is happy and rewards you.”

Finally, my father understood me and took out part of the money from his year-end bonus as a reward for my good ranking in the exam. He asked me to go to Yunnan during the winter vacation. Even, I took a trip to Zhengzhou.

This trip didn't surprise me.

To me, only endless disappointment and unspeakable sadness.

Yunnan is naturally beautiful. In winter, the distant mountains covered with snow are so holy and quiet. Beauty to the extreme.

But... I can't find the person I want anymore.

In the women's world, the buildings with soft artistic style have disappeared, the women's Lily billboards all over the street have disappeared, and the public toilet with only one squatting seat and no urinal has disappeared... The rest are groups of couples and men and women with shoulder to shoulder.

A woman with a charming face indulges in her boyfriend's arms, holding hands and arrogant.

Or the woman carrying Hermes and LV sachets and wearing demon black silk stockings proudly sits in a Lamborghini without trunk, chirps with her boyfriend, tangles with me from time to time, and even plays car shock in her arms

Scenes of extravagant Xiangyan, so that now back to the origin, I can only look up to the scene repeatedly staged in my eyes.

However, I don't feel a little envious.

Because I know that once I had the whole world.

Once I stood at the highest peak of the world.

I have more than any man in the whole era.

I didn't notice the scenes of white rich and beautiful, high rich and beautiful * * * walking.

Maybe, as a loser, I already have the most noble soul in the world.

On the long-distance bus back to Kunming from Shangri La County, I sat in the last seat of the long-distance bus with a couple in front. The man is handsome and tall, with clear bones, firm facial lines and developed limbs. The woman is holy and noble. She is wearing a white winter skirt, with much longer black hair than ordinary women on her back and a wreath only for ethnic minority women on her head.

Looking at her back, I vaguely remembered the holy woman who once fascinated me, the princess of the long moon.

Because of the long journey, the couple in front of me fell asleep halfway. The man sitting on the left fell asleep against the knee of the long month princess on the right, while the long month princess fell asleep with her head against the window of the long-distance bus on the right.

The road bumped along the way, and the window vibrated. Seeing that Princess Changyue's head was going to knock on the window, I felt a burst of unexplained pain in my heart.

While the long Moon Princess was sleepy, I gently stretched out my hand, sandwiched it between her head and the window, and took my hand as a cushion to make her sleep more comfortable.

The coach bumped on the road for four hours, and my hand stuck it on the window for four hours.

When I got off the bus, my palm was numb and unconscious

However, looking at the long month Princess and the tall man beside her leaving hand in hand, I still feel very peaceful, as if my debt has been paid off. Everything is so worth it.

Looking at the happy back of the couple who left, it was as if a small wish I had been worried about had come true.

After traveling back from Yunnan and Zhengzhou, I was exhausted.

I was tired, but I heard a more tired news.

”Son, your mother went to the hospital yesterday... You... Are going to have a brother.” when I got home, my father told me the news that would only make me more tired.

I just reluctantly smiled and watched my father holding my mother swirling and dancing there. I stood alone for a while. Finally, I turned and walked into my bedroom, brought a box of paper, and then locked the door.

Time passed silently.

Since I woke up in the hospital, I couldn't figure out whether my experience in the women's world was a dream or real. With the passage of time, I found that my memory in the women's world began to blur gradually, and I couldn't remember many details.

It's like waking up from a big dream. When you wake up, you will remember very clearly. However, as you wake up for a long time, you will gradually forget the scene in your dream.

Forget the people in your dreams.

When did I have a snowball fight with Xiaobai on the snow mountain? What day did you meet the girl in sunglasses and black jacket? Did I really fly a thousand Kongming lights with Qin Yueyin one night? I... Really used to play in the amusement park with sweet and energetic girls and row leisurely on the West Lake

Gradually, gradually, I found that I no longer remember many things.

When the memories of the past are gently buried by the dust of time, I light a lot of things

Only those smiling faces with different customs are deeply engraved in my heart, so clear and beautiful, just like yesterday.

Day after day, I stood at the crossroads blankly, looking at the pedestrians coming and going around, the high-rise buildings and buildings surrounded by tall buildings, and watching the traffic lights switching between red and green, but I didn't know where I was going.

What about the world?

Did I succeed that night?

Is the world saved?

Purple butterfly, QingHan, Mozi, Qiu Xueyu, Hello, Suo Niu, little princess... Where will they be now? Are they doing well?

When I am away, do they get together to discuss me, will they lose inexplicably?

I don't know.

I don't know anything and I can't do anything.

Day by day, I'm growing up.

In the twinkling of an eye, from junior to senior.

Facing the coming life after graduating from college, I still have no plan.

Just confused, like a walking corpse.

In mid September 2013, I suddenly received a notice from a classmate in the editorial department I once participated in.

”Prom? Or... Forget it.” I was really surprised when I received the notice from this ”colleague” who was not a friend who used to work with me in the editorial department. But I looked down and saw that although I was no longer bloated, I still had a slightly larger skeleton. I still meant to refuse.

For the editorial department, I have long since given up nostalgia.

There are no things worth my nostalgia, let alone people worth my nostalgia.

”Just go. It's a centennial school party. Many people have broken their heads, and only our group of 'old people' who have worked in the student union have managed to get priority tickets.” the colleague grinned with a mysterious smile on his face, ”Everyone is about to graduate, so let's take it as the last gathering of department members. Although we have all quit, as the old people of the Department, we'd better get together. We happen to meet those new people and impart experience. Moreover, it is said that sister Piao Piao will also attend this gathering.”

As he spoke, the smile on the face of the old colleague who did not do his job became more and more bright - he was also one of the secret lovers of Liu Piao, our editorial director, which I know very well.

Hearing the name of Liu Piao Piao, my heart has always been calm and my mood has not fluctuated much. Finally, a shallow ripple has appeared in the sea of my heart.

”Sister Piao Piao? But... Hasn't she gone to study in the United States with her boyfriend?”

”It's said that I bought a ticket for the Centennial school party.” the old colleague smiled.

”I'm rich.” I make complaints about it, frowning, hesitating, and finally accept the invitation from my old colleague and decide to attend this dance.

”OK. I'll go,” I nodded.

”Hey, you're right to go. It's said that the new girls in the editorial department have good qualifications. Some of them are even no worse than sister Piao Piao. Then everyone will be here. By the way, this is the brochure made by the new members of our editorial department. You can have a look at it when you're free.” the old colleague gave a brochure, and then turned and left.

After all, I'm about to graduate. Moreover, this is the Centennial school day, and the scale must be different.

As a pheasant university that can't handle it, it's not easy to rely on its own age for a long time, rely on the old and sell the old, and use a gimmick to show off. The president of our school threw a lot of money from top to bottom and invited a lot of stars. Naturally, it was an unprecedented event.

I took the brochure from my old colleague and glanced at it occasionally, but I saw the cover female model on the cover of the brochure. She had a beautiful face and bright eyes. She was wearing a bright red cheongsam. The cheongsam was embroidered with the picture of a hundred birds facing the Phoenix. The tight cheongsam outlined her slender and perfect figure perfectly, just like naked.

Just

”Looks... Like proud dance.”

Looking at the tall and wild woman on the cover of the brochure, I suddenly lost my mind.

It's really like a female wolf head. Although it's not the same person... But it reminds me of her, and I can't help feeling a sharp pain in my heart.

I carefully kept the brochure in my hand.

When I hid the brochure in the drawer and saw the eyes of the model on the brochure that looked like a female wolf head, I couldn't help but feel sour.

In this way, I participated in the Centennial school celebration held at the weekend.

Because it's a weekend, plus the centennial celebration, the school is full of people. Countless students who have gone out from my university and finally have a successful career drive famous cars, wear Patek Philippe, jiangshidanton, Cartier or slightly more Rolex watches, and take beautiful families to participate in the celebration. The street at the gate of the university is full of jaguars, Hummers and farads There are also many Bentleys and Bentleys. The Lamborghini with military brand, streamline and no trunk is particularly eye-catching. Even BMW and Mercedes Benz are eclipsed by countless famous cars and luxury cars.

Successful people wearing customized suits, brand-name shoes and red and blue checkered nano silk waterproof ties, upstarts, second and third generations of rich, business leaders, political giants, red top businessmen, literary giants and art giants, keep going out and in at school

To this end, the school also specially took a three-day holiday, even next Monday as the closing day of the school celebration, making the students crazy.

The school is in full swing and full of uproar. The noisy atmosphere of the school shrouded by the atmosphere of the school celebration is very strong, just like the Spring Festival.

Expert lectures, star singing, food festivals, dances... Countless activities were carried out one by one in three days. Both upper class people and ordinary college students were deeply infected by the atmosphere of the school celebration.

Sunday night is the official start of the school celebration.

That night, I was dragged to the dance by my old colleagues who had quit the editorial department.

This is not an ordinary dance, but a masquerade dance. Everyone who goes to the dance must wear gorgeous and high-grade clothes. It seems that only in that way can you be qualified to perform on the stage. At least, if you dress shabby, you will have no face to show your face under the LED lights or neon lights, otherwise, you will be embarrassed to stand on the stage.

On the weekend night, under the shining school street lights, I went to the multimedia center alone. That day, I only wore a very ordinary autumn dress, because I just went out because of my face and didn't intend to dance at all.

Of course, if I really want to dance, I will also dance a little. Of course, in the women's world, the little princess who is good at body grass and the purple butterfly and QingHan from the big family taught me some basics of dancing. As for feed Suo Niu, because she taught me martial arts, my hands and feet are more flexible. I can dance if I really want to, but... Dancing needs a partner. Without a partner, no matter how good your skills are, it's just a joke.

Standing at the entrance of the multimedia activity center, I saw posters occupying the wall. On the posters, it was about the dancers' publicity of the ball.

When I saw the poster on the poster, I was shocked again.

It seems that

Like Mozi and little Taimei.

One of the women on the poster has long black hair and a black jacket. She is gentle and harmonious, friendly and close to people, and has the style of a big sister. The other has blond hair and a ponytail. She is gorgeous and has a naughty expression.

Isn't this Mozi and little Taimei?

Seeing the woman on the poster, I smiled bitterly.

As soon as I turned around, I saw another leaflet. On the leaflet, there was a famous female singer in the singing world. At the moment I saw her, my memory quickly returned, the dress in a cloak, the smile full of mystery and Temptation... Isn't it the sound of the piano and the moon?

I wiped my eyes and looked at the familiar but strange beautiful face on the poster. My heart was filled with an endless sense of loss.

In this era, female wolf head, little sister and Mozi... Are always out of my reach. I can only look up and watch them stand on the stage. They are admired by thousands of people and become the arms of countless successful men

My hands trembled slightly. I didn't want to look at the posters any more. I sighed long, like an old man in his twilight years, slowly walked into the multimedia center.

The dazzling LED lights flickered in the ballroom, making me unable to distinguish between human shadow and light.

In the flickering and staggered psychedelic lights, I saw a lot of brightly dressed figures dressed in famous brand clothes, including men and women, most of whom were wearing white skirts suitable for dancing, or black silk stockings and boxers. Moreover, it was worthy of being a masquerade ball, and I also saw many people dressed uniquely. Some are wearing cat face masks, some are wearing Japanese fox fairy masks, and others are wearing sunglasses... Members of the animation Club dressed in witches and cloaks, members of the Institute of foreign languages in Swan skirts, members of the academic activity Department of ethnic minorities, members of the Judo Club in judo clothes Gothic Laurie walked side by side with beautiful girl soldiers... Countless people with unique styles gathered in the dance hall. Of course, these are basically students. Apart from them, the rest are some successful people with heads and faces.

”Aha, Mr. Wang is here. He's late.”

Just as I looked around, I suddenly heard a familiar voice in my ear.

Turning around, I saw a group of men and women sitting on the round stool in the corner of the ballroom. There were about 20, of which 78 were very familiar to me. The rest seemed to be freshmen with green faces, which I had never seen before.

”Hello.” I smiled and touched my head. ”I'm a little late.”

”It's all right, it's all right. You're late. We shared all the gifts given to us by sister Piao Piao. Ha ha. Your share is gone. Don't blame us.” my old colleague... To be exact, Monkey Sun feihui smiled and said something that made me embarrassed and surprised.

Liu Piao Piao brought gifts to them?

I saw each of them holding some trinkets similar to crystal pendants, as well as a lot of American specialty candy and American pizza. Of course, the candy has been divided by them, and the pizza has disappeared. If I hadn't left a packing box, I'm afraid I didn't know there was pizza at all.

Among the people present, many freshmen looked at me with surprised eyes and looked at me as a late ”old man”.

They looked at me, and I looked at them. My eyes moved away from the monkey and to the side. When I saw several female college students present, I was surprised and almost cried out on the spot.

”Master? Yanyan? Xianghan? Purple butterfly?! and... Miss Zhu Xingyun?”

In the corner, sitting next to five newly born boys dressed in fancy clothes and wearing famous brand watch chains, aren't they the purple butterflies who once had an unspeakable emotional bond with me?

For a moment, I really lost control. The whole person trembled violently. My breathing was very fast, and my hands and feet trembled involuntarily.

”Hey, Wang Yong, do you know them?” the monkey was stunned when he saw me cry out. ”But you don't seem to have a right name.”

When the monkey said this, I got back to my mind and looked at the five girls who surprised me just now. At this time, I found that the five girls in front of me were not the purple butterflies I knew at all, but their appearance happened to be slightly similar to the purple butterflies. In addition, the lights in the ballroom were shining and dark, so I was wrong.

I looked at the five girls I knew very well. At the moment, they all leaned against the five boys next to them. Those boys looked handsome and tall. At first glance, they were the educated rich second generation and the second generation of officials from a rich family. Only they are worthy of the five beautiful girls beside them.

Looking at the five girls with extremely similar faces to purple butterfly and others leaning against other men, I was in a trance.

An unspeakable feeling of bitterness, pain and even jealousy filled my heart.

”Er... I really want to... Recognize the wrong person. I'm sorry. Ha ha, ha ha.” I forced my bitterness and said with a confused smile, but the color of loss in my heart was stronger.

”You shouldn't have drunk too much?” the monkey smiled and said. He casually stretched out his hand and hugged a girl sitting behind him. At this time, I found that the girl in the monkey's arms was actually similar to the pure Sister Zhang Jiajia