Chapter 143 - Fiancee (1) (1/2)

They were cuddling each other on the couch quietly for a big moment.

”Do you know? I'm so scared that you count the days waiting to walk out of my life. And I had never been afraid of anything like that before. ”

He confessed the thought that he carried in his mind all the time. Wirata smiled to hear the man who was the love of her life spoke his mind.

”Since when the big mafia learned to get scared?”

She teased him. Her beautiful face was resting on his chest. Stefan smiled. He hugged her more tightly than before.

”Since I accidentally kissed a girl four years ago in Boston.”

The harsh voice said above her head. Wirata raised her eyebrows in surprise.

”Four years ago? Really?”

”Yes, since then, I have never forgotten the young girl who dared to refuse me. I always tried to find her, I thought just to teach her who she was dealing with.”

Stefan murmured. When looking back in the past, it made him laugh in his throat. All pictures about her were still very crystal clear in his mind as if it was only yesterday.

”You mean to hunt me down? You were very crazy.”

She corrected his words, thinking of her second-semester break when she was running for her life when his men were chasing her like crazy.

Stefan laughed with her words. He kissed her hair.

”But when I found that the girl I couldn't get her face out of my head turned out to be my brother's girlfriend. I felt so frustrated and so disappointed. It was unexplainable about my feeling at that time. It was like the thing I secretly wanted had slipped away. So close to reach but couldn't touch.”

”Really?”

Wirata liked listening to his confession. She could not believe he would have any positive feelings toward her four years ago. She never expected that. She was thinking he hated her and wanted revenge as she gave him a punch on his face.

”I never thought that only a kiss would be able to spin my head. And that's what happened to me. I was charmed by your innocent sweet scent and tough attitude.”

He said with a hint of amusement in his voice.

Both of them cuddled and fell silent. Stefan did not feel any pain in his hands. Because now his heart was full of joy and great pleasure to know that she loved and cared about him, no less than the way he loved and cared for her.

”I apologize again for tonight. I didn't mean to take Melissa to mess with your feelings. Do you believe me? I'm sorry for the slow feeling, that I couldn't read through your mind to know that you care about me too. ”

He still felt sorry and did not feel he apologize enough for his stupidity. Stefan pushed her shoulder out a little so that he could see her face. He looked at her beautiful face, her eyes were sparkling with delight and he could see the love she felt for him now.

Wirata touched his cheek gently.

”It's okay. I was stupid, too. I thought I was a sensible person, but tonight just proved that I was only a woman in love, could be weak and blinded from any reason when jealousy took over the sensibility.”

The soft voice said. Wirata did not want him to feel so guilty about tonight. She would never wish the man she loved to suffer from the mistake he did unintentionally.

”Remember, Wine. From now on. If you have to cry, I will make sure it will be only the tears of joy and happiness. I promised. ”

Stefan said. His voice was strong and serious. Wirata smiled. She knew he wanted her to be happy. But he could not promise something like that. The man still thought he could control everything in his hands. He was so adorable.

”Don't promise anybody like that, Stefan. It is very difficult to stop someone from crying especially, women. Just like tonight, you didn't have any intention to hurt me. But I still found a reason to cry. You can't determine and control the feelings of others. If you want to promise, just say  ... You will be a good person. You will love and stay honest and faithful to me. That's all I need. ”