Chapter 181 - There are always the tests in life (3) (1/2)

Wirata lifted her face up to look at him.

”Let's get inside.”

She said and pulled him into the room and closed the door.

”How did you find me?”

She asked, walked to sit down on the edge of the bed. Stefan followed and sat beside her.

”Summer.”

He answered. She nodded to acknowledge as Summer had a tracking device on him. She looked down at her hands. He pulled her into his arms again. She leaned her face on his wide chest. He put his chin on her head.

”Why did you run away from me? I worried to death that you might be in danger and get hurt.”

His voice shook when asked. Wirata bit her lower lip, trying not to cry.

”I am just stupid. I don't know what I was thinking. I am sorry to make you worried.”

She said with a sober voice, the tears started to flow out again. Having seen him like this, she was happy but hurt by the memory buried in her heart for a long time. Stefan pressed the chin on her head.

”I understand.”

He said gently, his hands touching her back to soothe her.

Stefan felt relieved to see her safe. He saw Summer was sleeping on a pile of a blanket in front of the sofa. He was quiet and let her cry to get all the sad emotion out of her system.

A moment later he took out his handkerchief and wiped away her tears. Wirata sat up and looked at his face. He was sad, too. His eyes were full of sorrow.

”I am sorry to make you cry again. I don't know what to do. I never want to see your tears but my past was too much for you to handle. You will always be upset every time you think about it. ”

His voice was so sad. Wirata was so upset that she also hurt his feelings this time. The man who owned her heart. He was the love of her life, the father of her baby.

He was no longer the same Stefan many years ago. He was handsome both inside and outside. Wirata touched his face gently, looking at him with all the deep love in her eyes.

”I am so sorry for making you cry and hurt your feelings.”

Wirata said. She felt for him so much now. She felt sorry for him more than sorry for herself. A man like him had to lose his tears because of her for the second time. This should be enough. In fact, it was more than enough.

All the time after coming back from his mother's house, they had been together happily. He had always treated her nicely and shown how much love he had for her. He tried to change himself to be a better person and did everything to make sure she was happy.

Stefan used his handkerchief to dry her tears.

”Don't cry. And don't have to apologize to someone like me. It's all my false.”

For Stefan Between him and her, it was him to blame. She was great and not guilty of anything.

”I'm sorry that I am weak and childish. I should know better than anyone else. But I still let the emotions be beyond reason causing you to have trouble.”

The sobbing voice said.

His condition was like a person who did not sleep and did not care for himself.

Stefan kissed her head. She said it all. He had nothing to say anymore. A woman who was smart and wise like Wirata would not be silly too long. Her senses had come back quickly just like this.

He was glad that she was reasonable and understood everything by herself.

”Now that I've found you, I'm happy and relieved.

The gentle voice said.

”You know that I love you very much. Even my life, I can give it to you. I know you are upset about my past. That woman has never meant anything to me, never.  If I could go back to fix the past, I wouldn't hesitate to do so. But I can't.”

He sighed. Wirata touched his lips.

”You don't have to say anything about it. I understand now. I love you so much. And I am just a simple woman who has all stupid emotional complications, jealousy and sulky, and everything. Please don't get upset and sad. I am sorry.”

Now they both tried to blame themselves.

Wirata stopped crying now. Stefan nodded to understand. He caressed her back gently, bending down to kiss her hair. He felt a lot better now that he and she were talking, understanding each other as two adults should be. Wirata was not a temperamental woman. He considered himself a very lucky man.

”Why do you look so haggard like this? ”

She touched his face and kissed him on his cheek. Stefan sighed with his solemn face.

”I couldn't eat. Just drank coffee while I was looking for you.”

Wirata widened her eyes with concern.

”And have you eaten anything yet?”

”No, not yet.”

Stefan replied.

”So let's go out and eat.” She said.

”I brought your medication and stuff here. You haven't taken any for one night and one day. It isn't good for yourself and our baby. And this one you must take it right now.”

He said and pulled her medication bag out of his pocket. The tall figure went to open the fridge and brought out a bottle of water then walk back to sit at the same place. He gave her the medication and water. She took it willingly.

”Shall we go home?”

Stefan asked.

”Can we go back tomorrow? Since it was late.”