506 504 Talking to the Goddess of Chaos (1/2)

Uh, I don't know what this feels like...

The feeling of your body rising and freeing you from the weight you were pressing on.

From the dark seabed, slowly surfacing towards the sea level? Or ascend from the bottom of a well of gravity towards a space free of gravity?

Anyway, liberation and refreshment. Those two were a mixed and strange state.

In the first place, where am I?

I don't see anything. I was in true darkness.

What have I been up to?

I feel like I've been asleep for a very long time. I just don't sleep too much and it doesn't mean Dalouis. On the contrary, my whole body is light. Well, I'm pretty sure I'm just feeling a little sleepy.

”Yes, yes, I need to talk to you for a second. Is it still Mr. Neboske?

'Huh?'

When I was bawling, I heard a woman's voice from nowhere. Strange colorful, then naughty, characteristic voice.

Sounds familiar.

”Dear goddess of chaos?

”I thought I'd talk to you a little bit before you wake up completely.”

It was a goddess of chaos. I don't see her, but I can't even forget her voice.

”First, I decide to unseal some of your memories”

'Huh? Really?

They said that abruptly. Aren't you going crazy when you get your memory back?

”Because you seemed to care a lot about not having memories, and leaving this sealed would have the opposite effect and it would seem”

”What are the negative effects?

”When you remember something you can't seem to remember, you're really curious and you try to remember something, right?

”Oh, sure.”

That may become a calling water and unseal some memories in unexpected ways, he said. As a result, they say it could even affect the sealing of other memories.

”Even you don't want to go crazy like Fanatics, do you?

Fanatics said that, too. Apparently it is dangerous to have a person's soul in the body of a sword. Well, that's somewhat understandable, and it reminds me of the madness of fanatics. Sure, I didn't want to be.

”So I decided to unseal it with respect to the part that I think I could put back in at the moment, not everything. So, you want to go?

”Huh? Hey.”

Soon as I ask back to the goddess, all sorts of memories overflow in my head at once.

”Gu...”

It's an indescribable feeling. It doesn't hurt or itch, but it's disgusting. I wonder what it is. It could be similar to the moment you ate Fanatics together. Well, this one's a little better.

The memory of when it was a human being who came back to life and the memory of when he was hit by a car. Identity of the three mysterious women who remained in the corner of their memory. And it is the memory of a scene that is sealed with memories by its three-pillar goddess.

I guess I didn't have all my memories back, but I could understand the great part about why I didn't have any memories, which I was most concerned about.

Well, because of that, I also remembered the memories of humiliation. Like playing shame on the goddesses opponents......

It was just an embarrassing memory for me to have no special sexual preference.

”What's going on?

”Nah, it's nothing. Because you got some of your memories back, and after you wake up, you can still do what you always do, right?

”Yeah. Don't worry there.”

So you're saying we should collect demon stones for Fenrill?

”Nevertheless...... I was hit by a car trying to help a strange child, and I traveled to help a child who was dying in this world as well... You really like kids.”