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'Herald takes his time this time..'

”..Hmmm, i've always been keened on pursuit of the truth.

But what does the question really mean is th key for this question.”

'Herald wanted to get up and walk, it's his way of branstorming and thinking very well.

But he was shocked that he cannot get up from his seat.

It seems as if it's having a gravitational effect on him.'

”....Shit! Am locked.

I guess i can only make it out if i succeeded this test.

Alright alright..”

'Herald doesn't try to get up anymore, it's not bothering him much either ways..

He even let himself take full comfort on the seat and focused on the question.'

”..So, The purpose of existence it is..

A question of no sure human made answer.. Each brought his own definition and answer.

Only religion made it one, but i don't see anything that says worshipping God or doing good deeds and stuff like that..

Pff...

Ofcourse i won't, basic surfaced stuff like that...

Even i don't believe that God made this whole existence for those things.

It is bigger than that!

Pursuing the truthful path.... Seems to be the one that mixes between both humanly and godly aspects..

Thing is, all of these can very well be the right answer and i wouldn't be mad if it was the one i didn'tchoose...

Well, to not waste any more time..

I'll go with

Choice number3: To pursue truthfully.”

'Herald didn't even mention that choice in his little monologue. But he always had it in his mind.

Pursuing truthfully will lead to truthful things, truthful paths and eventually, The Truth.

That's what he concluded.'

'Moments later, another Question appears on the screen.'

It says ”What best describes Love between a man and a woman?”

Choice1: Excessive feelings of physical and emotional attraction

Choice2: Respect and loyalty

Choice3: Acceptance and Sacrfice

Choice4: Trust and harmony

'Herald's first remark is

”Oh..This one has a fourth choice.

The questions are getting tougher one by one.

Love...

I know a lot about Love...

I experienced it with 3 different women.

And I found out that in all 3 of them, my definition of Love changed..

Shall i go with the most successful experience? Which is obviously Muruem..

If i did so, my choice would be....

Even then i'd have to choose between number 2 and 4

But i guess 2 has a slight edge.

It's not like we never argue, our trust has it's limits as well...

Is that what describes love the best out of all these?

Is that the epitome level that love has ever reached?”

'Herald takes a little breath, then continues his stream of consciousness.'

”...It doesn't have to be the epitome, it's the rarest case which makes the choice that leads to it the least best to describe love.

There goes one choice.

Number4 is out the window, while it's the two components for the better love relation out of all the other choices, chances of having it are less than the others.

Realistically speaking, and i am only assuming that the rarest case wouldn't be the best describer for a commun feeling such as love...

I have to gamble here, but it's a smart gambling.

This leaves us with 3 other choices.

Choice number one.....Definitely describes my second love.

*Herald is having a flashback of that long almost forgotten time*

Ironic that it's the one i loved the hardest...

I do not wish it to be the right choice, It may be the most commun way for people to fall in love and loving but it's a deceitful one...

Wait...”

'Herald spots a key expression he just used.'

”...To fall in love and...Loving

These are two different things, complete different things.

This choice is surely not the one.

This one is the recipee for falling in love, to get crushed under it's sweet gentle paws...