23 There wasn’t anything you could have done differently (1/2)

”This will leave a permanent scar on my heart. I've never felt this pain before. I could try to forgive you but that's not me. I can't be this way. I need time to reflect on myself and you need time to reflect on yourself”

”You were my first love. And at this moment I still love you. This relationship will not work anymore. You're not ready like how I'm ready. I'm looking for a man to take care of me and you're not there yet. Maybe our paths will cross again if we're both ready and If I ever forgive you but you really need to take this time to make yourself better. Deal with those demons that are keeping you up at night. That's when you'll feel free and want to make someone the happiest girl in the world. But I won't be that girl. Not after what you did to me. ”

”I want you to be happy and I want you to be loyal, respectful, smart and trustworthy because you can be, because you used to be that kind of person. You just need the motivation to become that man you are destined to be. I won't shout, blame nor hurt you. For I won't give you a reaction that could somehow rid you of the guilt, if you are even feeling it”

After her long speech, Violet stood up, went to her luggage and slowly marched towards the door. Not once looking his way. She opened the door but as she stepped outside she stopped then spoke.

”Goodbye Dean, Thanks for the memories and I hope we never see each other again” Violet closed the door behind her. She leaned her back against the door and thought to herself,

'There wasn't anything you could have done differently'

Her tears finally fell, not stopping. She glanced towards the door one last time then made her way towards the elevator.

-----Meanwhile in the house-----

When she finally said her last words and closed the door, Dean stood up to chase her but when he grabbed the doorknob he can't even muster the courage to open it. There and then he stood staring at the door.

-----After a few minutes-----

Violet reached the ground floor. Without a care in the world, she rushed towards the exit.