Chapter 518 (1/2)
”That's what you think?” Murphy put down the pen, the right thumb index finger raised the frame at the same time, rubbed some uncomfortable corner of the eye, that pair of tired languid, has indescribable amorous feelings, the beauty, as if any aspect is beautiful.
When I reported my ”reading review”, Murphy had been immersed in what she had written, and I didn't know whether she had listened to me carefully. I had no confidence in those understandings. Seeing that she had two purposes and was absent-minded, I was even more perfunctory. ”My opinion is certainly not as profound and mature as Mr. Mo, and those materials should not be given to me What the staff are looking at. ”
”Angry?” Murphy looked at me with a smile and said, ”I didn't expect that you would read all the information in one night. I spent three days.”
Frankly speaking, I am really in a bad mood today. I always feel that something is agitated and agitated in my chest, and I want to vent hysterically, but I don't know what I want to vent. After listening to Murphy, I said with a wry smile, ”can you calm down if I don't finish reading it?”
Murphy a Zheng, spin son red small face way: ”you know I am deliberately difficult for you?”
”I'm not stupid.”
”Then why did you finish it?” Murphy got up and pushed the comfortable leather chair around the desk.
Now I'm scared and even suspect that Murphy left only one chair in the office on purpose. ”Can you take it off if I don't finish reading it?”
”Why do you care so much whether I'm angry or not?”
”Well?” I'm a little confused. I haven't thought about this problem. Seeing Murphy's two eyes glowing, I realized that something was wrong. Just about to open my mouth, Murphy's Qianqian jade finger has pressed on my lips.
”If you want to continue to lie, I know what's going on. If you don't like me, do you care how I feel?”
It's not clear whether Murphy knows me or I don't know myself. She said with heartache, ”look at you, your eyes are full of blood, and your face is not good. Did you stay up all night yesterday? Sit down and have a rest. ”I was quite alert. The girl stamped her feet angrily,” don't worry. I won't sit on your legs anymore! I hate it. Am I more terrible than a wolf? Worried about me eating you? ”
On the contrary, I'm afraid I'll eat you. I can't describe how I feel now. It's like standing on a thin steel wire. This wire is called ”reason”. Under the steel wire, there is endless darkness, and the dark is called ”Crazy”. I work hard to keep balance on the steel wire. However, I'm tempted by the ”madness” under my feet, and there's a voice in my heart constantly shouting If you fall, you won't be so hard
I know that the darkness is all kinds of * * that I press in the bottom of my heart, and the real feelings that I dare not show. I am eager to be crazy once, to vent my boredom.
”I'm not afraid of you, but I'm afraid of myself”
Murphy was stunned, pushed me into a chair, turned around and picked up the book she had been writing. She sighed, ”you are terrible. What I read in three days can be finished in one night. I haven't even fully digested the contents, but you already have your own views. That's all What's more frightening is that I'm afraid the uncle will be surprised and speechless when he sees this. It's just too bold, which is completely opposite to our thinking direction ”
” were you just taking notes? ”
”Or what do you think?” Murphy put the book together, and his adoring eyes made me feel a little embarrassed. ”I said, I haven't completely digested these things. In fact, when uncle said that I would show these things to you, I thought it was difficult for you. Although you are very smart, but after all, you have no experience, but uncle said that you may have different opinions. Now it seems that he is really influenced by him You're right, Chunan. You're amazing
”Is it?” if I had been admired and praised by Murphy, who was secretly in love, I would surely be happy. However, at this moment, I am not happy at all. On the one hand, although I did use my brain to think about the cooperation between Fengchang and yuezhigu, the process was always perfunctory Attitude, to put it bluntly, is to talk about war on paper, without considering the consequences of success or failure. This kind of answer without a sense of responsibility is not to be proud of. Secondly, I am questioning myself. Am I really smart? If I'm really smart, why do I fail as a brother? I have not already vowed, absolutely will not let Chu Yuan that girl get any harm?