Chapter 655 (1/2)

”Life is like this. Some things seem to be out of reach. In fact, some things can be touched by hand, but they are so far away,” Murphy said quietly. ”Power and wealth belong to the former, I am the winner, and family and love belong to the latter. I am a loser. As a winner, I don't feel happy at all, but as a failure But I can clearly feel lonely, fear, and even despair, I can not afford to lose, not because I am proud, but I am not strong enough, I am weak, weak, cowardly, I am afraid that others can see through the real me is so hopeless, but I can't help tearing the disguise in front of you, so I am not convinced and unwilling to lose! I've never been so honest with a person. Why can't you be more honest with me? As a woman, what's worse than Cheng tassel? I think about it, the only place to lose to her is her height, but what's the use of a woman so tall? Can only make you short? ”

I have to admit, Murphy was very subtle hit by

”she and I have not yet won, but you announced the result unfairly. You only admit that she does not recognize me, because you have made a commitment to her first, so you refuse to give me a chance, so you let me taste the taste of failure all my life? I am wronged

I know you are wronged, but

”love is not a lifelong commitment, nor is it a game of winning or losing,” I said with a wry smile: ”love is to value and cherish each other, tassel will not feel that she is a loser or winner, because she has no such things in her heart. This is the biggest difference between her and you. She will not feel aggrieved, she will only feel sad and commit Not only to her, but also to myself. To break a promise is to lie to her and myself, which is the most cruel injury ”

” you don't have the heart to hurt her, so you hurt me? ”

I didn't like Murphy's questioning attitude. With a serious expression, I said, ”this is the only thing I feel lucky about - I have no commitment to you.”

Debt and guilt are two different things. Frankly speaking, I don't feel that I owe Murphy any debt. The so-called guilt is because I like her but I don't admit it. I refuse her who is willing to open her heart, finally decide to be strong and brave enough to tell me. This is equivalent to stabbing another knife in her wound. So I stayed in Fengchang and tried my best to deal with Zhang Jia I want to do something to make up for her, but more importantly, I hope that the woman I like can have a better future.

I have not hurt her, at least not now, all I do now is because I value her and cherish her, because I can't put her down in my heart! hurt? This is not only a denial of her special position in my heart, but also a satire to me!

Murphy was stunned and looked at me without expression. The deep and beautiful big eyes behind the lens seemed to pierce my heart, which made me a little flustered. For a long time, she suddenly burst into laughter and was so proud. ”That's why you dare not admit that you like me, because you think that to admit is to give me a promise. If you give me a promise, you must cherish it I value me, so you just don't like me, don't you? ”

I finally found out that I hate smart women.

”just like Cheng Liusu said,” Chu Nan, your understanding of the word ”responsibility” is antique. However, ”Murphy came to me, stretched out her hand to help me tighten my tie. She said shyly with a smile:” I like it. I like your male chauvinism, which proves that I have a great chance isn't it? I just have to force you to give me a promise. ”

Being brought into Murphy's rhythm, I was a little flustered and forgot to deny my understanding of responsibility. ”I won't give you any commitment.” And then I realized, isn't that like admitting that I like her?