5 Drown #4 (1/2)

”Now, you stay here or I'll tell your father about your crazy antics?” I clenched my jaw and turn my back on him without saying a word, i then walk towards my room. Damn you King, I hate it when you become so protective.

”Be a good girl Audelia! Don't eat everything on the ref, i know you, you're such a pig” He shouted after i lock the door of my room. My face turn scowl, The nerve of that bastard!

”Fuck you to bits King Moreau!” Shivering with madness i shout back, Hope you accidentally impregnate a woman!

I laid on my bed and stared at the bright glowing the dark stars in the walls and ceiling.

I closed my eyes as I spread my hand on both sides feeling the cold and soft matres. If only I can be at peace.

Sometimes I'm really thankful for having King and Audrey by my side, they somewhat make me feel at ease, they can divert my attention, although they are a pain in the ass, nevertheless both of them are good cousin.

I sighed. Funny how these past days, all i do was to sigh. Have you ever felt alone once in your life? Have you ever felt so lonely and suddenly become a deep thinker?

Have you ever wonder why do you lack of this things and then see it as other person traits?

Like why are you just this? and they are this 'much'.

Honestly, i really don't know what to do. I'm unemployed, so where should you start Audelia? i don't have the drive anymore. It's not like as if i will forever be living like this..

If this will continue i will probably have a wasted  life.

Argh, I need to read, Maybe i can just sleep this for now.