37 Drown 36 (1/2)

Warning: The first part of this chapter is Rated R. beware.

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For the past few days we spent here in this island, every moment was fun and every seconds with him is memorable.

We did snorkelling, banana boating and Zach even rented a jet ski.

And we went to the towns square for two times because apparently, there are parties or mini festivals that happens everyday when the clock tick at Eight PM.

I was happy and ecstatic but on our last day, I could feel the heavy atmosphere I was carrying.

”Are you okay? You've been spacing out.” Zach pursed his lips.

”Yes, I'm just a little tired. ” I reasoned out.

And he bought it because we just finished scuba diving.

”Come on, let's go inside. It's windy here and you're wearing thin clothes.”

I simply nod my head.

”I shouldn't have encourage you on doing that” He said grimly.

”Oh, c'mon. I enjoyed it, don't worry. ” Then gave him an assurance smile.

I hope that didn't came out like a wince.

He sighed. ”Come, lay here” Zach offered me his lap and I did.

He started stroking my hair, it felt good that I groaned.

I heard him gasp. ”Woman, stop being scandalous!”

My brow curled up. ”How dare you, between the two of us. You, Zachary Reed is the most scandalous---''

His laughter roared. ”Fine, fine. I am, but don't moan like that, baby. You're turning me on.”

This time, it was me who gasp.

”You! We just did it!” I exclaimed.

Unbelievable.....

We've been doing it since our first day here and we just did it this morning.

This is what I mean  when I said, Zach is one Insatiable beast!

”I know, but I can't get enough of you.” And his face softened, but his eyes glim with mischief.

Without saying a word, I grab his neck and kiss him fully. I aggressively entered his mouth.

I released a moan.

He arrange our position. I'm now straddling him and I can feel his manhood, poking my entrance.

He groaned like a wounded beast when i dried hump him. Up and down, slowly but surely.

”Let me pleasure you, please?”

His jaw tightened when he heard me said those words.

When he didn't replied I stood up from his lap and kneel in front of him while he's sitting on the sofa.

My shaking hands successfully strip off his cargo short.

Slowly, my hand reached for it, It was bulging and pulsating. I could feel it's heat.

My grip tightened but not enough to hurt him. Zach breath labored, good. He's enjoying.

My hands were going up and down but i felt like it wasn't enough so I bent down. His member felt my hot breath that it stirred.

Sht.

I muttered inside my head. Before Zach could even stop me, I started licking him, While doing it, I look up at Zach, I could see how heavy he breaths and how he's griting his teeth.

Smiling, I put it in my mouth. Zach grab my hair and started thrusting, It hurt a bit because he's big and i couldn't take him fully.

”Sh*t, Let go now!” His said darkly so I  let it go but I know how to make him cum, Grabing his saluting manhood on my right hand while thrusting , my left one pleasured his two other member.

A moment later, he came.

But Zach doesn't look defeated, instead he look determined.

”It's time for your punishment, Woman.” And he took off my panty then raised my one leg up to his shoulder  and the other on the side of his waist.

I bit my lip, pleasure be damned.

For hours, our moans surrounded the whole place, we kept doing it until my body couldn't take it anymore.

I woke up already late, probably Ten O'clock in the evening. I was sleeping in Zach's arms, both of us is hugging each other.

I look up at his face, He's such a heavy sleeper.

Exhaling a large breath, trying to calm my self down because....

God, It's so hard.

I've been planning for this, for months and now that I'm....I'm leaving, why is it so difficult.

Tears started fall from my eyes, I didn't want to wake him up so i cried silently.

Slowly, my hand reach for his face...

This was the face of the man who caught my attention way back in Med school.

This was the face that made me crazy for years.

This was the face that made me begged for attention.

This was also the face of the man i truly love but broke me.

I couldn't control it any longer because I knew, Any moment I'll break down, so i turn my back on him.

Choking a sob, suppressing the cry from my mouth. I murmur 'I love you'

Wiping the tears away, I tried to be okay and it took me a lot of time to calm down.

Morning came, Zach face greeted me.

His eyes stared at me blankly but he's frowning.

”Did you cry?”

I was startled. ”N-no. Let's pack our things, hmm? We can't miss our flight.”

He nodded and  I was thankful he didn't ask any further.

”You're silent, are you sure you're fine?”

”Zach, I am. Stop worrying, okay? Let me just take some sleep, so wake me up when we're near.” The calmness of my voice surprised me, I didn't know I could actually pull up the facade of being fine, though he noticed my silence.  It's better that way, I can control my self more if i won't open my mouth.

Isn't it like that? when we're trying to be okay but couldn't, we try to blend on with life but all we could do is to remain silence, because silence is our only way of coping up.

When we arrived in his condo unit, I hug him tight, I refuse to let him go and I was like a leech attach in his body.

He chuckled nervously. ”Seriously, what's wrong? Do want to tell me something or you like us to have another vacation? You've been out of yourself since last day”

I just shook my head.

”Come on, carry me.” And pouted like a baby.

Zach hook his arms on me and carried till we reached his bed.

”Are you hungry?You didn't eat  the food they gave you.”

I wrinkled my nose and answered him.  ”You know I hate airplane foods, They're bland”

”But are you?” He asked.

”Kind off, will you c-cook for me? I wan't your specialty. White pasta” My voice almost broke down.

”Alright, wait for me here. I'll be quick.”

I stared at back, I wanted to hug him again, I wanted to bury my body against his.. I wanted to....

I sighed.

Get a grip, Audelia. Now is not the right time to think about staying.

This is part of the deal, both of them knew their deal will end tonight. Yet, the back of her mind kept telling her, Zach no longer care about the deal.  That Zach doesn't remember it anymore, but who is she joking?

Even if Zach chose to be selfish, she  can never fathom that. 2 months is enough.

He will come back to her and on the other hand... She'll be going away.

Because i couldn't settle myself in his room. I decided to join him in the kitchen.

Zach gaze fell on me. ”I'm cooking the sauce, the pasta will be done any minute.”