Chapter 41: Donst Leave Me. (2/2)

Zhishu He put down the chopsticks and said slowly, “But it was lost.”

Wenxu Jiang felt a sting in his heart, and began to feel that everything Zhishu He did tonight made him anxious. But Wenxu Jiang did not dare to ask anything. He was afraid that even more a word would let Zhishu He outbreak emotionally. Wenxu Jiang never felt so strongly that Zhishu He had a lot of unannounced grievances in his heart.

Zhishu He refused to eat anything, and Wenxu Jiang had no appetite, either.

Sitting there, Wenxu Jiang was out of his mind. Seeing Zhishu He clean up the bowl, feed the cat and concentrate on reading at the sofa, Wenxu Jiang finally realized that he had missed the chance for a long time.

They sat awkwardly in the drawing room for a long time until Zhishu He went into the bathroom of the guest room. Wenxu Jiang begun to take it in that Zhishu might be in a bad mood because of him but he did not dare to ask Zhishu He to go back to their bedroom. So he had to hold the pillow and went into the guest room too.

After Zhishu He came out of the bathroom, he found the man had lied on the bed. He wrinkled his eyebrows, for he did not appreciate a man who was so shameless.

In Wenxu Jiang's view, Zhishu He looked so beautiful when he came out of the bathroom with water droplets hanging on his hair and rosy cheeks steamed by hot air. His face was small and white, so he was less intimidating even though he was frowning.

Wenxu Jiang got out of bed to take a shower, not giving Zhishu He a chance to drive him out.

Zhishu He lied down and turned off the light.

He didn't fall asleep. When Wenxu Jiang went to bed and lied next to him, he was still awake. He felt that the man hugged him from behind, kissed his neck again and again, and groaned in a low, hoarse voice: “Zhishu, little Shu…”

Zhishu He did not know whether Shen Zui told the truth or not. But when he thought that Wenxu Jiang just hugged other man last night while now climbed into his bed, he felt disgust.

He struggled to get free and said, “I'm sleepy.”

Wenxu Jiang groped into Zhishu He's pajamas, from his waist to the bottom, “Just once.”

Zhishu He gasped gently and whispered, “Not even once.”

Wenxu Jiang smiled and bit the neck of Zhishu He, “I promise I’ll be very gentle.” His voice was vague.

Indeed, when Wenxu Jiang became gentle, no one could refuse him. He kissed Zhishu He’s bosom patiently and carefully and gave oral sex to Zhishu He. He said solft with a low voice, trying to seduce him, “I won't let you hurt in the future.”

Zhishu He turned his head to another side and closed his eyes, thinking that he would never need the man any more.

When Wenxu Jiang penetrated in, Zhishu He sobbed with a trill. Wenxu Jiang immediately stopped and wanted to turn on the light, but was held back by Zhishu He.

Wenxu Jiang kissed the cheeks of Zhishu He, finding that his sideburns even wet, “Did it hurt very much?”

Zhishu He shook his head, “No... It's okay...”

Wenxu Jiang kept their fingers entwined with Zhishu He’s. He tried slowly and finally combined together with Zhishu. But there was still an empty and inauspicious feeling in his mind.

Wenxu Jiang kissed Zhishu He’s face bit by bit when he was moving. “Don't leave me,” he said.

Zhishu He did not answer him.