Chapter 47 (1/2)

Lou Yuqing buried his head in Ou Haotian's chest, his arms are still so secure, holding her gives her a sense of security, but this is not Lou Yuqing's first man's arms.

Just now that voice, that nickname is too familiar, she does not have to look back, also know who that man is!

Lou Yuqing is not an indifferent ”angel”, she has been ignorant, confused, hesitant, and was held in the hand by a man, taking good care of it.

That man was before she met Ou Haotian, and the distance from breaking into her heart was the closest. In a word, ”lovers are not full, only one step away, you can cross the boundaries of friends”. Just a little, she will be moved.

Then he left and went to the United States. Later, Lou Yuqing's home suffered great changes. From then on, the distance between Lou Yuqing and him stopped at that step.

Lou Yuqing doesn't think that her past is something she wants to forget. Lou Yuqing is not capricious, nor affectation, she just habitually hides her feelings in the bottom of her heart, just like a turtle, carrying a heavy shell on her back, putting her soft heart in the shell, looking very calm, but she is an extremely emotional person, the appearance is soft, but the heart is delicate, as long as she put in the heart of the people, things, she will put in the bottom of her heart to treasure Come, whether it's painful or sweet.

But it is very few people who can enter her heart, so she is also ”ungrateful” in other people's eyes.

When Lou Yuqing was in a superior family, she was cultivated and packaged by a lady. She was very light in her work and would not deliberately express her feelings through actions. Therefore, she was a ”goddess” in the eyes of others. She was elegant and aloof. In fact, she was very clear in her heart that it was because no one else could enter her heart. She had a strong defensive heart under the perfect mask And she doesn't want to change, because she's used to it, it doesn't matter.

However, in addition to her family, the man was the first to step into her heart. This was the first step, and then the second step was that he tried to make her move, but he left after entering her heart, so he stayed in the third step forever and could not continue!

Lou Yuqing is very clear, friends, love, she does not say that she has been ambiguous, she is more willing to go into her heart that man as a friend, but not love, who said that friends can not walk into her heart! Must it be a lover to walk into her heart?

Only lovers are the people who can be stored in the heart?

At that time, the man walked into her heart with gentle action, unprecedented gentleness and patience. He was the first person who paid the most patience to her except her parents, and bit by bit broke her strong defensive heart.

Lou Yuqing still remembers his warm smile to her like spring breeze. He kneaded her head and tenderness in his eyes.

He was a good man, and then walked into Lou Yuqing's memory. When he left, he did not disappear from Lou Yuqing's memory, but was still carefully sealed up by Lou Yuqing.

Lou Yuqing has seen a youth movie. The boy is wearing a white shirt, riding a bicycle, and carrying a girl to and fro through the woods with autumn leaves. The wind lifts their hair, and the leaves witness their smile

It was Lou Yuqing's most frustrated time. During the day, she would be spinning like a top in a small company. At night, she would do part-time work and wash dishes in the kitchen of the hotel. She was crazy to fill the debt owed by her father, which she took for granted. Her father was the person she cared about, so she was willing to pay. She did not hate, but still recognized She did live, but one day she received a free movie ticket, after midnight She went to see it because it was free.

She was sitting in an empty theater with only three people in the audience. When she saw the scene in the film, her tears continued to flow down, strong and indifferent appearance is smiling tears.

That person in the United States, can no longer rely on, only she to face!

Lou Yuqing will not contact him.

After he went abroad, something happened to Lou Yuqing's family, and then his parents found her.

His family and his Guqin are close friends. It is because of this relationship that Lou Yuqing and this man met for the first time when they were 16 years old. When their parents were still joking, they might as well get engaged.

However, Lou Yuqing has never nodded She believes that marriage is sacred, the end of marriage can hold her hand for a lifetime, and the person who grows old is the one who can make her heart move.

And that man until he left, the nearest distance is her forever ”brother Xiao”.

Her father went to her and said, ”don't contact him. Let's end their relationship. There are 30000 yuan on the table, which is for her to pay off the debt. There is no need to pay back.”.

Lou Yuqing understands that her family has become a bottomless hole. Her father owes too much debt, and he is also addicted to gambling. Her family's affairs spread all over the circle and become a laughing stock!

She understood that her uncle was eager to ”get rid of the relationship” with her and accepted it, but her heart was bitter.

Uncle is worried that she has been trodden into the soil, and she has to go and hold tight to the man who is still high and has infinite future, dragging her and begging him to fall into the abyss together!Uncle knows his son. In fact, Lou Yuqing doesn't know the man. As soon as she speaks, how can the man not exert all his strength to pull her out of the abyss of pain Even if he wants to carry it with her!

Lou Yuqing smiles at the corner of her mouth and takes the check. She bends down and says, ”thank you, uncle, for lending me money I paid the money back. I know what you mean. You don't have to worry. I swear I won't contact him again, absolutely not! ”

Behind her, the uncle finally said to her, ”Yuqing, you have always been the most sensible. If you can say it, you will be able to do it. It is always so reassuring. You have to be strong Uncle believes you can get through the difficulties and take good care of yourself. ”

Subtext: ”don't try to rely on that man, remember your oath.”

She knows.

Then she turned and left, not crying All the time. When she saw the image of herself in the window, she laughed worse than she cried.

That day, Lou Yuqing said to himself that he should always be hidden in the bottom of his heart to keep the best and pure memory, and never go on with the next step!