Chapter 213 (1/2)
Long Jie's small hand is holding ou Haotian's hand, and his dark green eyes are looking at Ou Haotian.
”Daddy Hugs. ” He didn't dare to say it because he was afraid.
If it's normal, although Ou Haotian has a bad face, his movements on his hands will not be any slow at all, but now he just looks at him quietly.
”Long Jie, have you ever hurt?”
Long Jie nodded and pointed to his little knee.
He runs too fast, he always falls down, his knee is always broken, ”it hurts here.”
His hand holds Ou Haotian's hand, ”kiss, kiss, pain flies away.”
This sentence or Lou Yuqing taught him, he also thought, his head lowered down, ”Daddy, I'm sorry, I'm wrong.”
No, he didn't have a deeper sense of where he was ”wrong.”.
His dark green eyes are low, not to see the eyes of Ou Haotian.
”How painful is it?”
”Very painful, very painful...” Long Jie clapped his leg. In his memory, neither daddy nor mummy would beat him. The most painful thing for him was that he fell on a stone and shed blood.
”I mean The real pain. ”
”What is real pain?”
Ou Haotian alone n under, although he is still much higher than the baby, but his eyes and Long Jie are equal.
”It hurts here!” Ou Haotian points to his heart. ”The real pain is heartache.”
Without hesitation, Long Jie's body and buttocks are cocked, and then he blows at Ou Haotian's heart.
It doesn't hurt to blow. But he still asked in doubt, ”why does the heart ache? Are you ill? ”
His eyes widened and he didn't understand What is heartache?
He was well protected by Ou Haotian and Lou Yuqing.
Lou Yuqing regards him as a treasure on the top of his heart, and Ou Haotian connives at him because he is Lou Yuqing who saves half of his life and is the flesh from her body.
Only when he saw Long Jie escape in that moment, the loss and loneliness in the baby's eyes, he understood, Long Jie did not understand What is the important person in his life.
He didn't use violence to shred Longjie's innocence. Now he wants to change another way.
But actually The latter is more cruel! Because he doesn't want to wait for Long Jie to grow up naturally, grow up slowly, to understand The pain of being a mother. Although He understood that this was the big baby's idea, so she was patient Don't want to destroy his father son relationship with Long Jie for his own reasons.
He wants Long Jie to grow up now.
Ou Haotian said: ”you don't understand what heartache is, so Dad will tell you What is the taste of heartache
He took off his clothes and was just the upper body. Long Jie was staring at him.
In Ou Haotian's body is full of scars, one after another.
He just broke the skin, it hurt, but Dad's body is full of holes, why not pain?
He wants to take a bath with Daddy every time, but daddy doesn't bathe with him.
He felt that Dad doesn't love himself.
What's more, mummy and Daddy are both wearing eye masks and don't show them to him. He didn't see her eyes until this morning.
Only now does he feel it!
They are in pain!
Only then did Longjie's heart really tremble, and in the next day his heart really broke away from childishness and began to mature. His Long Jie is the blood of Ou Haotian. He is never weak and never gives in. He was once in the dark, through fighting, and finally step by step from the lowest base to the height of happiness. He has his stubbornness.
”These I once went out, left your mother, a careless I got it from me. I didn't feel pain when I didn't come back. On the contrary, I just feel happy. Because I'll be home soon Go to see your mother, I miss her, I don't know when I left her, she had a good life, have good care of themselves, I want to hold her. But when I came back, back to your mother's side, my whole body wound sum up, can't compare with It hurts here. ”
”Heartache?”
”Yes. Your mother's eyes were hurt when I didn't leave, but I was I do not know! When I came back to see her, just one eye, my heart hurt. It hurts It's like It's like dying. ” It hurt so much that his tears fell when she couldn't see it. ”At that glance, I could feel your mother's pain. As soon as your mother hurts, my heart hurts. Even if the heart doesn't bleed, it hurts more than ever. Even if I wear a thousand holes, even if I Even if the body of the meat are rotten, but not comparable to heartache. At that glance, it's not fear, it's not strange, it's not hate, but hate myself, I hate myself for not protecting her
Long Jie's body is shaking.
He lowered his head.
When he saw mommy's eyes, the first thing he saw was To be afraid is to run away, to avoid!”When I hold your mother in my arms, your mother's body is shaking and crying From then on, I will never leave your mother again. It's me Didn't protect her. At that time, I was not by her side, I could not imagine how painful she should be! I hate myself for not protecting her. Long Jie, this is my heartache. My heartache is that she must be very painful, my heartache is, I did not protect her, my heartache is, when she needs me most, I am not at her side. ”
Every word, like a needle, pierced into Long Jie's heart.
At that time, he did not feel his mother's pain, he not only did not feel it, but also ran away.
At that time, when he saw a mother who was different from his imagination, her eye wound was just like ordinary people Scared! Because of this, the baby is more reluctant to blame anyone, she just silently bear.
Long Jie's tears fall down, and his hand wants to touch Ou Haotian's wound, ”pa bi...” Long Jie's tears drop by drop.
Ou Haotian wipes tears from the corner of Longjie's eyes.
Long Jie sobbed, his small hand tightly holding the hand of Ou Haotian. Dad's words are far more painful than beating him up.
”Daddy, hit me. I'm wrong. I'm not good... ”
If it is an ordinary father, he will hold his son in his arms, because the child really knows that he is wrong.