Chapter 375 (1/2)

Next, Shen Xiran's performance was as usual, not much different from that before. Si Lianye looked at her carefully, and her heart was also quietly relieved.

But at night everything is different.

After they went to bed as usual, Shen Xiran, who should have gone to bed soon, always opened his eyes and felt that his heart was in a mess. He couldn't sleep.

She was afraid that she would wake him up, so she didn't dare to move. She just looked at the ceiling above her head.

I haven't blinked for a long time.

Si Lianye could not bear it again and again. Finally, she couldn't help it. She reached out and hugged her and turned over to herself: ”what are you thinking? Why don't you sleep?”

She was surprised, ”why didn't you sleep?”

He groaned discontentedly, ”can I sleep like you?” her body was stiff. It seemed that she couldn't sleep because of something on her mind. Can he not know?

”Oh.” she blinked. ”Well... Let's go to bed now.”

Then close your eyes.

His dark eyes looked at her deeply. Although he didn't speak, he also made her feel deep pressure.

She had to open her eyes again: ”what's the matter?”

He suddenly reached out and touched her lips: ”are you still sleepless about your father?”

Her face darkened when he said what was on her mind. She instinctively leaned in his arms and made a convenient speaking posture: ”HMM.”

Although the voice is small, the meaning contained in it is melancholy.

He held her hand tightly and said, ”are you still worried about him?”

”Yes, neither,” she sighed. ”I think he looks much older than before, but he has enough energy and spirit, so he should be in a good situation now. It's not up to me to worry about that, not to mention you give him more than five million.”

”Then you are...” he didn't quite understand her mind.

She moved her body, bit her lips, smiled bitterly and said, ”I just think of things when I was a child. Compared with now, I feel cold.”

He didn't speak this time. He just put his chin on her head and listened to her quietly.

”When I was a child, my father was also a good husband and father. I still remember that he sat me on his shoulder and took me out to play. At that time, my mother was also with me. Now I want to come. It was the happiest time when I was a child. However, I didn't expect that our family would become like this later.”

She said with a bitter smile on her lips.

I don't know when my father began to often stay away from home at night. Even if he came back, he was full of impatience and didn't have a good face for my mother and her. It's ridiculous. My mother thought that my father was too tired to work and socialize outside at that time. In the face of his indifference, he was good at talking, working hard and complaining, and didn't take my father's face in mind at all, Sometimes she gets angry because of her father's scolding. Her mother has to persuade her not to quarrel with her father. He's just too tired.

Later, I thought how stupid she and her mother were at that time. She knew nothing about her father's changes. Even when her kind friend vaguely asked her mother to pay attention, she didn't think so and said he wouldn't do that.

As a result, my father's junior came into the house and annoyed my mother who trusted my father wholeheartedly.

At that time, she felt that her days had been ruined. It turned out that what she and her mother thought was wrong. It turned out that her father was so shameless and terrible.

From that day on, she thought she knew her father, but unexpectedly, she found that today's him refreshed her cognition again.

Before, she thought that although her father was sorry for her mother and her, he would be better for his junior and Shen Zimo's mother and daughter, but she didn't expect that even his favorite little daughter could be abandoned when interests were in his eyes.

He won't know. His words, as long as Shen Xiran's heart is a little bad, Shen Zimo can be said to be dead.

But he still did, that is to say, in his eyes, the little daughter he used to like is not as important as money.

What a terrible idea.

Although she had been disappointed with her father for a long time, she still couldn't stop beating at the bottom of her heart and felt cold to the bone.

There is such a vicious person in the world, and that person is still a person who has a close blood relationship with her.

She felt all sorts of pain in her heart, so she couldn't sleep.

She silently spoke her heart to Si Lianye and told her heart. From beginning to end, he didn't say a word, but listened silently.

She said in one breath, relieved, unconsciously put her fingers on his chest and asked, ”after listening to this, will you despise me?”

”Contempt? Why?” his low and magnetic voice sounded in the quiet room.

She blinked: ”my father's relationship, isn't there a saying that like father, like daughter? Aren't you afraid I'll become so terrible in the future?”

He chuckled and kissed her forehead. ”OK, I'll give you whatever you want.”

”What's this? Would you give me if I wanted your life at that time?” she said carelessly. After telling her heart, her mood was much easier.