102 Not a Nice Person (1/2)
Yun Bei Fen wanted to retort that there was no way that his senior martial brother Mei wasn't a good person but he stopped himself with a look at his face. Obviously, his senior martial brother wasn't in the mood to listen to that right now. He was really sad.
Yun Bei Fen watched him for a moment and then just hugged him. Anyway, he didn't know what to say to make him feel better. He also didn't know if there was anything he could do. Thinking about it now, he suddenly realized that his three senior martial brothers must have had it difficult while he was growing up. Whenever he was sad, they would be there to cheer him up. That really wasn't a simple task.
Yun Bei Fen glanced up only to see Mei Chao Bing stare vacantly again. It seemed that today's matter had really shocked him a lot.
Yun Bei Fen lightly tugged at the lapel of his robe. ”Isn't it all that Yang Wu Huang's fault? I won't trust him. I definitely won't. Because I know he's a bad person. But you're different. You're a really good person. I don't think I'm being too much if I trust you. Anyway, if I can't even trust you, then who could I trust? I'm pretty sure that everybody would be bad people then.”
Mei Chao Bing sighed and ruffled Yun Bei Fen's hair. ”Maybe you're right with that. Maybe it's me who's thinking too much. Anyway, trusting somebody is also good. At the moment you do, it makes you feel good. Maybe that is all that is important.”
Yun Bei Fen furrowed his brows and grabbed Mei Chao Bing's hand. ”How could that be all? Why won't you believe me?”
Mei Chao Bing hugged him to his chest, lightly brushing through his hair. ”It's not that I don't want to believe you. It's just that I've experienced what it means to be betrayed. I don't want you to go through the same. I'm just … worried about you.” And yes, maybe he was worrying too much. He might be able to betray the Teng Yong Sect but he wouldn't be able to betray Yun Bei Fen. He just couldn't imagine that. So why was he telling him these things? Wouldn't he just make Yun Bei Fen worried along with him? Where was the use in that?
Even under the assumption that somebody else that was close to Yun Bei Fen would ever become a traitor, it wouldn't help his little bunny at all. If Elder Baili or one of his senior martial brothers betrayed them, he would be sad and he would feel devastated. There was no way around that. Yun Bei Fen … he might be too emotional for his own good in that regard.
Although … Maybe that wasn't bad. If you kept to yourself and never let anybody get close, then you wouldn't get hurt. But you also wouldn't feel any joy. Where was that kind of life worth it?
While Mei Chao Bing wondered if Yun Bei Fen's way of seeing things might not have some merit as well, Yun Bei Fen was tightly furrowing his brows. Obviously, his senior martial brother Mei didn't get at all what kind of a good person he was.
He pushed him away and looked at him as angrily as he could. ”You're not taking me seriously!”