Chapter 154 - What happened to you Diana? (1/2)
With a blonde razor cut wig on; Diana approached Stella's mall from afar. As she made her way closer to it; she felt a little nervous.
Not because of the ants that are assigned to keep an eye on her mother, but the fact that she will be meeting her.
She might get to call her 'mom' today. She's not sure what to feel as they haven't had proper talk like the one she had with her father.
She walked into the big mall and headed toward the wear section. As usual; she saw a woman helping someone pick an outfit, but this time; with a bitter expression on her face, unlike the happy one from last time.
Her hair was as long as before and was cascading behind her. She was putting on a green plain A shape gown with a flower pattern at the tip.
Diana made her way toward her with full confidence. She believed those people aren't ghost. Moreover; they wouldn't have guessed that she will be showing up today.
But she wondered why she looks so lost and sad. She forced a smile when the customer took the cloth she picked for her before leaving.
”Good afternoon.” Diana greeted from behind, while Stella forced a smile and turned around.
”Welcome…” she looked into Diana's eyes and couldn't complete her sentence.
She wondered why Diana came here again. Even though her heart is racing madly right now; she didn't want to risk Shane seeing her.
The blonde wig on her head can't stop her from recognizing her. Her eyes were just like Alex's.
She has been thinking about her life lately and wondered if this is how she's going to spend the rest of her life. She wondered if there will be a day when all this madness will be over.
She's tired. she's tired of pretending she's alright when she's not. She's tired of smiling when she feels like crying.
And also, Alex's success is all over. News of him signing deals with big enterprise, both in the country and outside was hot on people's lips.
Each time his name was brought up, which is getting brought up occasionally; she had a flashback of the past and felt sad.
It affected her mood and everything. When she smiles; she felt guilty. When she isn't smiling; she's worried.
She hope Alex and Shane wouldn't get into another fight. She didn't want Alex to get hurt again.
She had no idea how her child is doing. She heard from Melanie that she's safe, but didn't hear feedback like before.
It's still cool when Mel called her on her bunner and filled her in on the details about Diana and the family she's staying with, but now; she didn't even heard a single person mentioned the name 'Diana' around her.
She felt tired of everything. She doesn't have any will to live when her reason for enduring her worthless life is nowhere near.
If anything happen to Diana; there's no one to fill her in on the details. She felt lost. She felt like the whole world turned their backs on her.