Chapter 1491 (1/2)
Crouching, staring at the sleeping face in front of him, thinking of the breathtaking moment and just unexpected scene of the club today, Feng Yizheng couldn't help raising his hand and sighing quietly:
if she didn't break into his life, now he must still cling to the old love with Ding Ruoxue and can't help it. After that, he can't imagine!
In fact, when his mother insisted on sending Ding Ruoxue away, he had a big fight with his parents. That time, it was the only time in my memory that he had a bad fight with his family. It was also the only time that his mother, who had always been gentle and virtuous, was furious with him, and even scolded Ding Ruoxue for his heart and dog lung. It was probably because he didn't know how to be grateful and had an improper mind to collude with him. Of course It was all the private words that their family shut up. Ding Ruoxue didn't know it. He always thought that his mother was angry and didn't choose what to say. He also took all the sins on himself. That time, he almost didn't kill his mother. Later, his mother was seriously ill.
It was only after that that time that he compromised and agreed to separate them temporarily. He was originally going to send her to study abroad! I didn't expect that she suddenly fell ill. After a period of delay, she couldn't recover, so she changed to a foreign recuperation. However, due to her mother's knife mouth and heart of tofu, and her life experience and body, her mother never objected to her support for so many years. Even when he went to see him occasionally secretly, her mother only hinted that she had asked him to pay attention to his discretion for several times and didn't stop him fully.
He understood that his mother was afraid that he might have that kind of relationship with her on impulse!
In fact, he is a normal man, not to mention a woman with a good feeling, but also an instinctive impulse to a general beauty. He doesn't want to, but he also understands that the relationship between the two people is different after all. When there is that impulse, although there will be a taboo stimulus, it will also breed a very strange feeling. So, every time, he presses down and uses a variety of All kinds of ways to defecate but dare not touch her, not all because of her illness.
Now, looking back, his mind is deeply submerged by a kind of fear of ”afterthought”:
if she has never been so weak and helpless as she appears on the outside, if she has never been so unable to fight or rob as he thinks, if she has always been coming to see what he sees, she pretends to let him see it Women are so horrible!
When she was a child, she often hid in the distance by herself and took the initiative to put things to her; he would do her best for the gifts brought by her parents and relatives, which were delicious and funny, even if he robbed his sister, so he didn't make her cry less; the key was not only him, but also his parents at one time; even if he was later big, he bought a name She is the first to choose the color of the leather bag of the card, but every time he sees that she always chooses the one she doesn't like or looks obviously worse. So he thinks that she is very kind, intimate and sensible, always leaving the good things to others, and he is being wronged.
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Today, Feng Yiting thinks that she is just like a pig. She doesn't fight for it. But what time did her sister get something that wasn't in her hands? No need for her to fight and rob, because he and his parents will actively and partially let Jing Yi out!
Now I think it's his baby sister who has been wronged!
That is to say, she was heartless and soon passed away. Just make a promise to coax her! It used to be said that Jingyi was a small family. She robbed everything every time. Now I think it's Ding Ruoxue who robbed her all the time. She shared her exclusive father's love, mother's love, brother's love and all kinds of things. No wonder she didn't like her anymore!
But every time, he seems to be comforting Ding Ruoxue who gets the most favorite gift!
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I have never thought about this before. I think it's all natural. Ding Ruoxue has nothing and is dependent on others. They all think it's proper to give her a little favoritism and take care of her. But they never think that she may not be embarrassed at all, not have self-knowledge, not be so-called goodness, but always use this to swallow, nibble and strive for Everything you want.
If Ji Qianyu doesn't exist, if she really enters the door of Feng's house, he will become the culprit of leading wolves into the house, and the eternal sinner of destroying Feng's house!
After all, after more than ten years of emotion and cognition, at this moment, the ”immortal” in my mind becomes ”ghost”, which can be imagined to seal the waves and emotions in my heart.
As soon as Ji Qianyu opened his eyes, he saw someone holding his hand in the air with a dark face and did not know what he was thinking.
Subconsciously pulled down the thin blanket, jiqianyu reached out and pulled down his big palm and held it in his hand: ”when did you come back? Is it difficult? Is it not going well? ”
Why is his face so ugly?
I don't know what I can do. If I want to give him some comfort, she instinctively clenched him hard: the smell of smoke and wine all over her body, it seems that it is true!
Suddenly, I returned to my mind, sat next to her, reached for her and suddenly hugged her. I pressed her on my chest and hugged her with all my strength:
”Yuer -” it's a gift from God to meet her and love her and have her!
Clasp the back of her head, I wish I could rub her whole into my chest. The deep voice is obviously thick: ”you are my Savior. It's a blessing I've cultivated for several years to meet you!”
She saved him completely!
I thought he was talking about today's affairs. Ji Qianyu just pulled his lips lightly and held him with his backhand: ”we are husband and wife. Your affairs are my affairs. Should we share weal and woe?”
Last time, when she stabbed someone, he didn't stop her without hesitation.
For the first time, in front of him, Ji Qianyu felt that the feeling of mutual support and dependence was very good, like walking on a lonely and unknown journey, no matter whether it was beautiful scenery or danger ahead, because with company, he was not alone or afraid! This is the best way of love and affection!
Curled up with a small head, Ji Qianyu rubbed against him: