Chapter 1708 (1/2)

Just as passers-by in the night yearns for the guidance of a bright light, it's no coincidence that Ji Qianyu, who is deeply trapped, and Chi yuewan have chosen the same place to return at this time - the temple seeks Buddha for spiritual relief and guidance.

Originally, the first station was chosen here, on the one hand, to purify her mind, on the other hand, to avoid the possible pursuit of Feng Yiting. She knew that with his temperament, she might not let go easily. If she went abroad in a hurry, he would soon find her whereabouts.

Compared with Chi yuewan's disappointment in feelings, Ji Qianyu's mood is even better - the utter despair! Feeling reluctant, even if it is a single Acacia, may be able to test their own ”grievances” to ”seek perfection”, at least there are still choices and opportunities! However, her feelings can't be reversed.

It is precisely because of this fate of ”how hard human efforts can not be changed”. When she left, she chose the most determined way to bear all the pain and suffering.

Although she accepted the status quo, it was like a living heart dug out by life, she was more than pain? So the next day she arrived at the temple, she was ill. In the hospital bed of the town hospital, she lay down for more than a week. The whole person was weak and weak, like withered flowers, which withered at the speed visible to the naked eye.

Her symptoms are similar to those of a cold. The reason why she says it's serious or not is that she's depressed. For this reason, the doctor also showed her some enlightened and philosophical books. Of course, there are also some peace blessings from nearby temples and so-called authentic Buddhist scriptures.

Looking out of the window every day, smelling the smell of disinfectant water in the air, it seems that they are back to the time when their legs are going to be wasted and they lie in the dark every day. They have experienced many things together, and he has seen her worst appearance, which is also him. He has pulled her back from the dark prison to the bright world, letting her withered heart blossom, little by little The good and the bad have become a part of her memory now. The more indelible it is, the more heavy and painful Ji Qianyu's mind is. She has spent countless days and nights in ignorance. She still doesn't understand why God is so cruel?

I've been struggling with it for half a month. I can't sleep at night without eating. I almost feel depressed.

When she can get out of bed, the first thought that pops out of her mind is that it's so boring to live!

Once again, she had the idea of reincarnation. I still remember that the first time she had this idea was the night after he forcibly took it away. At that time, a phone call from her mother stopped her from putting the fruit knife on her wrist:

Yes, at that time, she had concerns. She had parents who loved her, and she was responsible for supporting her. She could not be so irresponsible Leave!

I didn't expect that the idea of rebirth is still because of him! But now, even her parents are no longer her parents. Even though they may still love her, as long as they think of the possible reaction after they know the truth, Ji Qianyu is heartbroken like a knife. Since she was born, she has always felt that she is the luckiest and happiest person in the world, with her talent, family background and love. She is impeccable for all the beautiful things, Everything was overturned, like slapping her in the face from beginning to end.

Life is gloomy and the future is gloomy. All the treasures are no longer hers. They are leaving. All of a sudden, there seems to be no one in the world who has something to do with herself. What is there or what makes her most miserable? She really doesn't know what the meaning of her life is?

Even if she left, Ding Ruoxue really didn't expose all this, and Feng Yiting was really happy. In the future, will parents really stay in her life forever? Will the truth really fall asleep in the future?

If one day she opens it again, will she have another experience!

remembered her mother as like as two peas born in the city. She thought of two identical DNA reports from the two hospitals. She wanted to deceive herself.

If I confess to my mother, do my parents have to go through such a painful change and suffering?