Chapter 2619 (1/2)
”I can't turn back!”
The same is half true and half false. With that, Guan Guan's tears still flowed down. Of course, her emotions are not all false. It has to be said that she is really a kind of person with preciseness and micro. Her ideas are almost the same, especially after getting along with each other intermittently for five years, the means of dealing with affairs are almost the same!
As long as it is a lie, there will be loopholes. Especially for a smart person like Chi he, he is likely to see through a bit of irrationality. Only real experience can bring out true feelings and touch people's hearts.
Therefore, when I think of the past, Guan Guan Guan has been crying all the time. The tragic feeling of grief can not be expressed by the emotional outburst of acting:
”I don't want to come back. I don't want to be Guan Guan. I can't help it. When I think I was Guan Sihui, I'm not Guan Sihui. What can I do? I don't want it to happen! ”
Pounding his head, Guan Guan's voice became hoarse and out of control: ”why should I lose my memory? Why don't you make me forget it all and remind me of some? Why did this happen? I hate ”
at this moment, Guan Guan's emotion is not acting, but a kind of natural leakage. She was born in a very good family, at least in material terms, she had been well fed. Even in the first two years after the accident, she didn't feel decadent, and even once she was full of passion, thinking about how to live a good life. Until think of all forgotten, until cheated to penniless, the man suddenly disappeared completely, that moment, she was completely destroyed.
All the good fortune of her life seemed to have been exhausted at that moment.
From childhood to adulthood, she was a smooth sailing, all the way through the thorns and thorns. She was not that kind of brainless woman, so she never thought that such a thing would happen to her, and it was a cheat for many years!
Think about it, from the accident five years ago, her whole life began to overturn. Before she seemed to have everything at her fingertips, then it was a simple wish that always went against her wishes.
For the first time in these years, she learned what ”regret wants to hit the wall”. But this lesson was too cruel and painful. Her way back was blocked. She had no face to come back. She also knew that she could not go back. She had lived a delicate life before. However, she was picky about all kinds of dislikes. She didn't know whether God had deliberately punished her, so she took back all her kindness Later, he changed, and along with her once most powerful Guan family, she also went down the road. Now she is living a very untidy and miserable life, but she still feels that ”it is better to live than to die”, and has to work hard.
For the first time, Guan Guan cried in front of people.
She has been depressed for so long that she really has no chance to find someone to cry.
Chi he was still moved by her cry. No, what really moved him was not the strange cry, but the silk past full of true feelings and provocations:
so many things happened to her!
I can imagine what kind of days she has been living these years! No wonder, no wonder she will become today, no wonder she did not come back to become another person!
They all say that ”human nature is good”, but ”without her suffering”, really ”don't persuade people to be kind”!
Can turn to think, injustice has a head, debt has a master, she all this with Jiang Nianhua and what relationship? Silence for a long time, the last of the last, heartache, but also left endless sigh.
After trying to lift his body several times, Chi he still didn't move, and even his hands did not lift again. After Guan Guan's vent was almost finished and his voice dropped, he said in a voice:
”the past is over! You didn't come here to let me hear you cry
This time, Chi he obviously softened her voice and attitude: if it wasn't Jiang Nianhua, if he didn't get married, at this moment, he would not hesitate to pull her again, even if it was just for the love of that year!
It's just, too bad, she even hurt her brain. It's been a long time.