Chapter 122 (1/2)
She was so happy because she knew that he would never deceive herself.
Over the years, although he would not seriously give her a promise, but he has promised her, he has done. Indeed, he had hidden a lot of things from her, but he had never lied to her!
At this point, she can accept it. She can't ask for too much now. After all, the relationship between them is not very stable.
Isn't physical loyalty an important component of loyalty to feelings?
For more than a month, the two people have experienced too much, and the road of their feelings is so rough, and the only marriage bridge connecting them has been nearly destroyed by the flood of suspicion in a series of wind and rain.
Fortunately, there is still a glimmer of hope in each other's hearts. When the sun shines on their lives, they see a gorgeous rainbow.
In marriage, when we are so desperate to close the doors and windows of our hearts, please leave a window. Even if this window is only opened with a gap, it is enough for us to see each other clearly and let each other enter again.
Shiyuan did not regret that she had taken the first step, because she had protected her love with her own efforts, even though she had paid all the love and he had only paid a little. Why worry about how much? The result is what you want, isn't it?
This is the love philosophy of Xu Shiyuan! Because she believes in that man!
However, she did not tell him who she met today, because she did not want to disclose it to him when she found the direction for the future. Is it because he has something to hide from her? She didn't know. However, she is not so superficial, and she has more important things to do now!
She believes in miracles in the world! And this miracle happened to her, that is the arrival of Mo Shaokang!
He came to her when she was most confused and depressed, so that she could open her heart to talk about her troubles and confusion, and he also gave her an opportunity to think rationally and look at herself, so that she could bring her husband who might have left her to her side.
Moreover, in these three days, she has completely integrated herself into a familiar environment in the past, so that she can find vitality!
This is a miracle for her!
When she finally sent him to the plane, she told him an important decision and shared her joy with him: she wanted to be a doctor again! Because these three days of experience, let her heart that kind of suppressed passion burst out again!
”Only on the operating table, only in the hospital, can I find my place, can I feel alive!” She was so excited.
Although he was very happy for her to take this step, he could also imagine how difficult it was for her to do so. If she couldn't make it, did he do something wrong?
There is one of the cruelest things in the world, that is, to give a person hope and then let her into despair! The more excited you are at the moment, the more painful you will be in the future.
He thought for a while and said, ”Shiyuan, I remember you said that your reason for being a doctor was to help more people and let them live together with their relatives, right?” She nodded.
”If that's the reason, you don't have to practice on the operating table!” He went on.
”Do you think I shouldn't go out to work?” She understood what he meant.
”Shiyuan, you have been married for several months. I think you should know what kind of family the Wang family is and what kind of requirements and expectations they have for you. A family like that won't let you go out, at least not to go out to work. ” Mo Shaokang said.
Shiyuan didn't think about it. Now, if you think about it, what he said is not too wrong. However, in this way, I will never give up my hard-earned medical skills and give up my childhood dream? Her dream is not to marry into a wealthy family and be a vase. She wants to stay in the hospital from morning till night.
Mo Shaokang looked at her and knew that she was beginning to feel sad. He said, ”I mean, you can help others even if you don't stay in the hospital!”
She looked at him in disbelief.
”There are many places where the hospital equipment is poor and lack of professionals. Those in remote places need your help more. Isn't it a meaningful thing to help those people get rid of their diseases? There's no conflict with your dreams, right? ” He said.
”But what can I do?” She asked.
With a smile, he replied, ”behind you is a rich family, and you have professional knowledge. Can't you extend the Wang family's philanthropy to further places?”
”Do you mean to put the money from the Changlin charity into a hospital in a remote place?” She asked.
He nodded: ”there are a lot of our colleagues around the world who will go to free clinics in Africa and go to some poor areas in Asia to practice medicine for free. Although you can't save people in the front line as they do, the money from the Wang family can help those areas in urgent need of medical equipment and medicine. You can do these things through charitable organizations, and you can also save many people. ”Shiyuan fell into deep thought and said, ”you are right. I never thought that charity can do so many things.”
Mo Shaokang said with a smile, ”you can do all these things! And these things really need someone to do She didn't speak, she was thinking.
He went on to say, ”there are two sides to everything in the world,” and she looked at him and listened to him, ”like your marriage. It gives you superior material conditions. You have to sacrifice your freedom and other things for what you get. You only see what you have lost, so you feel self pity and pain. However, it also gives you an opportunity that ordinary people can't have, that is to help many people in need. I think, if you can really integrate into that environment, you will find your life value! Therefore, it depends on your perspective and position on the issue! ”
”I, I still want to be a doctor,” she mused
”What if the Wangs object?” He asked.
”I, I don't know. However, I want to try, I want to try my best to persuade them! If it's really not possible, I'll try again! ” She said.
He just nodded.