V5.Chapter 60 (1/2)
”You...” Suddenly, Junrong, who is close to her, makes Qiao Shiwei feel flustered. Xu Shi's feeling is too strange, which makes her feel unnatural. She subconsciously leans back, but her waist is steadily dragged by his big palm.
Although they have been in contact with each other before, they are not too unfamiliar with this kind of intimacy, but they have also separated for six years, and they have never been in contact with other people in the past six years. Now he suddenly leans over her, and her nose and breath linger around her, which makes her a little difficult to resist.
”Did you regret asking me last time?” Regardless of her confusion and surprise, Cheng beihuai opened her mouth, but her gentle voice seemed a little hoarse and dull: ”although I didn't answer you, I answered you in my heart. I don't regret being with you, but I regret being separated from you. But at that time, I was afraid of shaking my heart. Now, it seems that I have shaken. Maybe my idea will be selfish, But I still want to make it clear with you. I don't want to misunderstand and and waste each other's time any more. My love for you has never changed. Poetry... ”
When he called lightly, Qiao Shiwei's heart throbbed violently. Looking at him, the fundus of his eyes also changed slightly, but he did not answer his words.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Cheng beihuai held her hand and tightened it slightly. There was obvious anxiety and expectation at the bottom of her eyes. After a long time, he heard Qiao Shi say: ”so, do you want to get back together with me now?”
”Yes.” Cheng beihuai gave a positive answer.
”Why? At the beginning, you said to break up when you break up, but now you say to get back together when you get back together? I'm a commodity or an object. If you say no, you don't want it. If you want it, you have to promise it? ” Qiao Shiwei just felt a little angry. However, he didn't know how much his ”no love” hurt her and how painful she was, just because he thought it was for her good that he proposed to break up. No one could accept it.
Cheng beihuai pursed her lips and knew that she was angry with him. But after knowing her for so long, he seldom saw her angry with him. Now he can't help feeling a little cute.
You should know that the impression of Qiao Shiwei on most people is that he is gentle and generous, knowledgeable and reasonable. He is either indifferent or smiling. He has never been able to be angry with others.
”Then I'll go after you again.” Cheng beihuai was silent for a moment or so. He thought for a moment and said with a smile.
”Then why should I promise you? Do you really want to be your stepmother? ”
Cheng beihuai once again fell into silence, which can't be changed. Seeing that he looked dim, Qiao Shiwei's anger became more and more obvious. He pushed him away and said angrily, ”what? I don't want to chase again, do I? In that case, why open that mouth
”I don't mean that. I'm just afraid I'll hurt you.” Cheng beihuai see her pose to leave, then again tightly grasp her arm, repeatedly explained.
”Then please let me go.”
Cheng beihuai pursed her lips and grasped her arm, but she didn't mean to let go.
”Cheng beihuai.”
”I'm here.”
Qiao Shiwei stares at him angrily, struggling hard to get rid of his hand, but Cheng beihuai still doesn't let go, and adjusts the strength to moderate, for fear of hurting her when it's heavy, and for fear that she won't be able to catch her when it's light.
”Let's talk.”
”What is there to talk about?”
Cheng beihuai, with a helpless smile, leads her to sit on the sofa, wrapping her little hand in the palm of her hand, and rubbing her fingers gently: ”I know you are angry. I was wrong at the beginning. At that time, I should discuss with you and let you make your own decision. I also know that you don't want to hear that” I'm sorry ”. In the past six years, I've had a hard time in my heart.”
”But you haven't come to me once, have you?”
”It's not that I don't want to go to you, I don't have a position. As I said at the beginning, if I go to you again, it's equivalent to hurting you again. I thought that as long as you are happy, but when I saw the news of your divorce a few days ago, I was a little elated...”
”Are you gloating?” Qiao Shi is tiny not pleased of stare at him, take the words of anger.
”No...”
”I can hear that.”
“……”
Cheng beihuai chuckles and picks his eyebrows: ”if you say you have it, you have it.”
“……”
Qiao Shi slightly wrung her brows. How could she feel that she was unreasonable?
Qiao Shiwei didn't open his face, thought about the meeting, and took a deep breath. Cheng beihuai's eyes on one side glared at her tightly, and they were reluctant to move away half a minute. Finally, Qiao Shiwei looked at him with a squint: ”what are you doing looking at me like this?”
”Although I have seen you several times before, it seems that today is the first time in six years that I have seen you so closely and seriously.”
”So?”
”You're the same as you were six years ago. You haven't changed.”
”What do you mean?”
”All.”
Qiao Shiwei's eyes just brightened a lot, but also, she had a standard melon seed face, especially beautiful, plus maintenance, although now 29, also did not find half a trace of years from her face, let alone a wrinkle and so on, to say that she is only 20 years old, it is estimated that no one will doubt.
”It's getting late. I'll go back first.”
”I'll see you off.”
”Isn't it good for you to leave Xinghe at home alone? What if she wakes up later and no one else? ”
”It's OK. Qingguo is with her in the room, and Xinghe doesn't wake up at night.” Cheng beihuai smiles, takes her hand, gets up from the sofa, pulls her to the entrance, takes her shoes out of the shoe cabinet and puts them in front of her.
Qiao Shiwei changed her shoes. Cheng beihuai bent over and put her old looking slippers in the shoe cabinet: ”I'll go to the supermarket tomorrow if I have time.”
”To the supermarket?” Qiao Shi looks at her slightly puzzled.
Cheng beihuai nodded with a smile: ”well, go to the supermarket to have a look at the new slippers. It's time to change those slippers.”
“……”
Qiao Shi slightly wrung her brows. She just said that she would come back to his home!
”Put on your coat. It's cold outside.” When he opened the door, Cheng beihuai specially told him.
Qiao Shiwei raised the hand he held tightly and shook it gently: ”how can I wear it when you hold me like this?”
Of course, she knew it was cold outside, and just looked at it from the French window, it was still snowing outside. Today, she stopped for a few hours in the afternoon, and then it began to rain intermittently, and now it's not small.
Cheng beihuai let go of her hand and watched her put on her coat. He went to the landing frame not far behind him and put on his brain coat. When he came back to Qiao Shiwei, her clothes were just put on. Big palm held her hand in her hand again. When she looked at her, Cheng beihuai gave a gentle smile and gently pushed open the compound door with his other hand: ”let's go!”
Sure enough, as soon as they went out, a cold wind like a knife hit them directly in the face, including the scattered snowflakes floating on them.
Because the heating is on in the room, now they come out like this, and they shiver when they are baptized by the cold wind at night. Qiao Shiwei is shocked all over. Cheng beihuai looks at her body and looks up: ”cold?”
”Aren't you cold?”
”Not bad.” Cheng beihuai has always been cold-resistant, not afraid of the cold. No matter how cold the weather is, he usually wears a sweater, coat or down jacket, and will not add more. Just when he comes out, the first blow from the wind is really a little cold, but after a few more blows, he will get used to it.
Qiao Shi is slightly dumb, and he knows about his cold tolerance, so he doesn't say much. Don't open his face silently.
The courtyard and steps were covered with snow. Qiao Shiwei had a deep footprint when he stepped on them in his short boots. Cheng beihuai took her hand to keep up with her steps, put his hand around her shoulder, and drew her closer to him.
When he was pulled close to his arms, Qiao Shiwei was a little surprised. He opened his eyes and looked at him. Then he heard him say: ”the car is parked outside. Get on first! Look, there's snow all over your head. ”
When passing through the small greenhouse flower bed, Qiao Shiwei suddenly stopped and looked at the jasmine in it. Her red lips pursed softly: ”can I go in and have a look?”