Chapter 139 Was that all just a dream? (2/2)
”I'm so sorry Xiaolu. I am so sorry baby.... I could have stopped all of these. If only I would've tried harder. Maybe I could have stopped all of these. I'm so sorry baby... ” Zhehan apologized with his eyes full of tears.
Li Xiaolu was startled. She thought maybe he was feeling bad for her, so that's why he was apologizing to her. Shaking her head she smiled, ”Zhehan it's all in the past. Now I am thankful for this life because I have you with me. I can't say that I am glad about whatever happened to me in my past life, but I happy that it made me this strong. I am happy that this life gave me a chance to achieve my dreams and get to fall in love with you.”
A tear drop fell from his eyes and he cried. Pecking her forehead he held her chin gently, ”Baby that's not what I-i am saying.... I'm sorry because I could have stopped everything.I could have stopped your death. I could have protected you.... but i-i didn't. I failed you... and I-i failed my love... ”
Pain, shame, guilt and anger could be clearly seen on Zhehan's face. Puzzled Li Xiaolu glanced at him, wiping his tear away she carefully asked him, ”Zhehan what do you mean?”
”Xiaolu have you ever thought when did I fall for you? Do you know when and how I started loving you? Or when did I first saw you?”
”Wasn't it at the Li Mansion? That party... ” Li Xiaolu asked hesitantly. She never thought about it before, but now when Zhehan questioned her she indeed never knew about it.
”No.” Zhehan shook her head.
”Then? ”
”Wait... ” Zhehan chuckled as he kissed her forehead before getting up. Li Xiaolu blushed seeing him naked as he got up. No matter how many times she looked at him she knew she will always blush. Wrapping a bed sheet around him he picked up his pant from the floor.
Searching for something he held something inside his hand. Taking it out he walked towards Li Xiaolu and sat next to her on the bed.
”Do you remember this? ” he asked showing the bracelet he held in his hands.