Chapter 166 Not your faul (2/2)

”Hey, Zhehan. Filter that thought from your brain right now, you hear me? You are not blaming yourself for what happened. You're not! If you want to blame someone, blame it on his despicable father. It was all that bastard's fault. Not yours. Long Xun's father was a bad, manipulative and a bad guy. It was all that rotten man's fault, not yours. ” Tang Jun said, ”You're not going to blame yourself. He did the wrong thing and he is to be blamed for whatever happened with him. Not you. Do you understand me? ”

Zhehan took a deep breath and spoke, ”I know. ”

”So about that letter don't worry I'll check for it again. ” Tang Jun reassured.

”Hmm... ”

”Also I don't know if Long Xun is alive or not but I know one thing that whatever happened with him if not your fault. Stop blaming yourself, Zhehan. ”

”Hmm... I know. ” Zhehan sighed, ”Thanks Jun. Goodnight. ”

”Goodnight Zhehan. ” Tang Jun said.

Keeping the phone on the table, Zhehan got up and walked towards the window. Watching the moon he sighed. He knew it was not his fault but still, he couldn't stop the guilt he felt after that incident.

He knew what he did was right. He knew what he said was the truth. He knew what he did at that moment was correct. Everything was correct but at what cost? His best friend, Long Xun. He lost him.

He still doesn't whether Long Xun is alive or not and if he is alive then would he blame me? Would Long Xun blame him for that incident? Would he hate him? So many questions arose in Zhehan's heart. But looking at the moon he only wished for one thing that he would rather accept the possibility of his best friend hating him than the possibility of him being dead.

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Zhehan was lost in deep thoughts suddenly someone hugged him from behind, ”Zhehan what are you doing here?”

Without saying anything Zhehan turned around and hugged Li Xiaolu tightly. Li Xiaolu frowned at his actions but she let him hug her. Rubbing his back she tried to console and comfort him. She didn't understand what happened to him or why he was so sad but she didn't ask.

After a few minutes of silence, Li Xiaolu looked up and carefully asked, ”Zhehan are you alright? Do you want to talk about it? ”

”Xiaolu I - I, no! I will tell you about it someday but not today. ” Zhehan said in a low voice.

”Okay. Come let's go to sleep... ” Li Xiaolu said talking his hand and leading him towards their bedroom.