Chapter 53 (1/2)

Oh!

”I want this,” he continues. And his eyes are round and raw for some inexplicable reason. It's disarming.

”Why?” I whisper.

He stares at me for a beat, and his eyes grow wider. ”Because it'll make me feel cherished.”

My heart practically lurches to a halt. Oh, Christian . . . my Fifty. And before I know it I've circled him in my arms, and I kiss his chest before nuzzling my cheek into his tickly chest hair.

”Ana. My Ana,” he whispers. He wraps his arms around me and we stand immobile, holding each other in our bathroom. Oh, how I love to be in his arms. Even if he is an overbearing, megalomaniac arse, he's my overbearing megalomaniac arse in need of a lifetime dose of TLC. I lean back without releasing him.

”You really want me to do this?”

He nods and gives me his shy smile. I grin back at him and step out of his embrace.

”Then sit,” I repeat.

He dutifully does, sitting with his back to the sink. I take off my shoes and kick them over to where his shirt lies crumpled on the bathroom floor. From the shower I retrieve his shampoo: Chanel. We bought it in France.

”Would sir like this?” I hold it up in both hands like I'm selling it on QVC. ”Hand-delivered from the South of France. I like the smell of this . . . it smells of you,” I add in a whisper, slipping out of my television presenter mode.

”Please.” He grins.

I grab a small towel off the towel warmer. Mrs. Jones sure knows how to keep the towels super-soft.

”Lean forward,” I order and Christian complies. Draping the towel around his shoulders, I then turn on the taps and fill the sink with a mix of warm water.

”Lean back.” Oh, I like being in charge. Christian leans back, but he's too tall. He shifts the seat forward then tilts back the entire chair until the top rests against the sink. Perfect distance. He tips back his head. Bold eyes gaze up at me, and I smile down at him. Taking one of the drinking glasses we keep on the vanity, I dip it into the water and tip it over Christian's head, soaking his hair. I repeat the process, leaning over him.

”You smell so good, Mrs. Grey,” he murmurs and closes his eyes. As I methodically wet his hair, I freely gaze at him. Holy cow. Will I ever tire of this? Long dark lashes fan across his cheeks; his lips part a little, creating a small, dark diamond shape, and he inhales softly. Hmm . . . how I long to poke my tongue -

I splash water into his eyes. Shit! ”Sorry!”

He grabs the corner of the towel and laughs as he wipes the water out of his eyes.

”Hey, I know I'm an arse, but don't drown me.”